Gomez and I were finally on the I love you stage and we just couldn't stop saying it . Even when I was alone I'd say to myself .
“ I love Gomez ” .
Larry would always make an irritated but yet funny face at me whenever I said it . Then he'd just say the same about Nina .
I said in front of everyone except for James though . I didn't even tell him I and Gomez were officially dating . I don't think I'm obligated to , but yet I feel bad I haven't . He should know by now , but I still feel bad and I don't know why .
I tried calling him the other day but I chickened out . A part of me feels like he's avoiding me . The normal James would try to see me , call me , maybe not text , because we are terrible at that . Texting . We are better at video calls and phone calls than texting . Weird
