Weirdo Thoughts

Heat

Beep beep .

My phone alarm went off by 5:30am and it was Saturday . Meaning it was time for the early morning jog . Every Saturday me,Jenny and my dad went on jogs to “ keep fit ", he says. It was always so stressful for me. Jenny woke up and the first thing she said was.

“ I can't wait to see you act dumb in front of Gomez today " while laughing

“ stfu " I said while throwing a pillow at her .

“ Girls! " as expected, our dad was already downstairs in his joggers yelling to make us hurry.

“ We're coming Dad ", I yelled in response .

When me and Jenny got downstairs, he was standing by the door with two bottles of water being stretched towards us .

“ Good morning to my princesses "

“ Good morning dad " I and Jenny replied simultaneously .

The truth was he only made us come along with him so it wouldn't seem like he was stalking Michelle .

Michelle had just moved down the block from our house and she happened to be a single mom , who's husband was dead . She had two boys . One, Bryan, who was a bit older than me and Jenny , and was in college . And the other was Russell. He was far younger than Bryan, and still in middle school, but very adorable and had a crush on us . Or I think Jenny, but he just couldn't tell the difference , which was odd because even though me and Jenny were identical, we wore colors to match our style so people would be able to tell the difference between us . I always had something purple on me, probably a ribbon , earrings , a ring , shoes, shirts , or bag, while Jenny absolutely loved pink .Baby pink to be precise .And I never wore pink and Jenny never wore purple at all !!! .

We'd jog from our house to the park and follow the road past Michelle's house to ours at exactly the right time when she'd be outside her house, watering her plants.

“Jess " Jenny caught my attention

“ Yeah, sorry I was lost in my thoughts. "

“ we are about to witness the most adorable thing we may ever see ".

As we jogged past Michelle's house, there she was watering her plants and our dad walked over .

“ Good morning Michelle ", I and Jenny chorused with hints of giggles in our voices . While our dad walked over to her . We couldn't really hear much of what they were talking about, but from the look on our dad's face it was obviously going well.

The look on his face reminded me of how happy he was. I remember the nice smell of brownies mum would make every morning , the nice smell of lavender that filled the whole house , the beautiful green color from the green curtain that illuminated the entire house at sunrise and also did at sunset .The first thing she'd say was “ brownies anyone ? " when we woke up . she was always the eater type. but her and dad always went jogging so it kept her from actually getting fat. And even when she left, dad didn't stop jogging. He'd go alone until I came up with the idea of me and Jenny tagging along . But now I kinda regret it .

After witnessing the weirdest but also one of the most adorable flirting scenes in my life, we got home and me and Jenny received the VIP invite to Gomez' party in the mail .

I mean VIP invites are really hard to get, seeing as how Hernandez had the party at their family hotel and even though the party was an open invite, popular people like myself would get an invite. It gave us special privileges at the party. We were the only ones that got used to the luxurious pool while everyone else used the regular pool, we participated in games and anyone that won would get really cool sss gift cards (I wasn't really interested in the games though ). We hung out with college kids . The college kids were friends of Gomez' older brothers, who also had this type of party during their senior year in high school . The thing is that I already knew I was popular, but the invites went to people Hernandez' liked . So even if everyone knew you, including Obama, you wouldn't get an invite if the Hernandez that was holding the party didn't like you.And that's what got me all happy and excited . I mean the thought of Gomez liking me .

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Me and Jenny got a ride from Ryan . I hated being around them . I always feel like a third wheel. We got to the party by 8pm and the place was full with music banging everywhere . We went separate ways and I went into the VIP section with the use of my invite . As I stepped into the room which was illuminated with blues lights I noticed how many eyes turned to look at me . Mainly, guys did though . The VIP section was lit and, luckily for me, my main b*tches were there . Josephine, who everyone just called Joe and Dalian, my favorite black person in the world who everyone called Dali .

“ Hey guys"

“ are you Jess or Jenny , which? " Joe asked . Due to the lighting, it was hard for people that didn't know me to make out if I was Jenny or not, as it was hard to see any color apart from blue . But I knew Joe was joking. So I made a silly face by sticking my tongue out at her .

Dalian wasn't really paying attention, but as soon as she did, she said

“ Hi Jess "

“ Dali Baby , Thank you so much " I yelled through the loud music and gave her a hug as I shook my ass at Joe from the back .

“ Now that you're finally here, we should all go dance ", Joe said, while she pulled me and Dali to dance. Then my song started playing by Jack Boys - Out west. I had to shout

“♪Bang it out west♪ I love this song"

“ Me too ", I heard the sexy Mexican voice . Pay attention to the fact I said “ The Sexy Mexican ! ”

I mean not just any random guy with a Mexican accent , not just a Mexican . It was the one , the only ... “ GOMEZ HERNANDEZ " . And we bumped into each other from the back . He felt so warm and smelled so nice . I don't know why, but I wished we bumped butts. I know that's weird, but I bet his ass is soft .

“ Jessica "

I know he said my name but I heard “ kiss me ", so I legit embarrassed myself by saying

“ of course " as I stared at his Greek god monument-like face . I saw it clearly. Us with beautiful children, we'd have 10 . You know those crushes you'd just look at and see your whole life arranged and completely set out how you're going to enjoy it together . Then I imagined an epic love story ending like “the Notebook " . Dying together .

“ uhh no I said Jessica " he leaned closer to me to say . I kinda felt nervous . I honestly haven't been this way before . My confidence completely melted next to him .

“ Oh, I heard something else. "

“ what did you hear? "

“ Oh uhmm , it's nothing , just the voices in my head."

“ hahahaha" he started laughing , thinking I was making a joke . But I was so clueless as to what he found funny and didn't want to seem weird, so I laughed too.

“ You look really pretty. "

“ You look like a Greek monument. "

“ What? " he said. Luckily for me, he didn't hear what I said.

“ I said you look great at the moment. "

“ I'm sorry ? , you just said at the moment like I usually don't " he laughed . I don't know why he thinks I'm funny or should I say what he finds funny, but it kept the conversation going.

“ who were you dancing with ? " he asked.

I turned around to look for my friends and didn't see Joe or Dali behind me as I expected them to be . Then I unconsciously held his hand as I pulled him to look round for them . When I finally saw them, they were smiling and winking at me . That's when I realized it was a f*ckn set up.

“ Do you want to dance? "

Then reality dawned on me ,on the hand I was holding, on who was speaking. “ I mean if you can't find who you were dancing with, we could dance, you know. "

“ yeah sure "

We started dancing for a little while, then the song changed to a slow song . He pulled me closer to hold me properly . I liked how he knew what to do with me . I wasn't even thinking about anything until I started wondering if he'd catch a b***r . I was hoping he would though, and if he did could I feel it ? I thought to myself .I felt so comfortable for the first time that night and laid my head on his chest . He wrapped his arms around my waist and I kept mine on his shoulders . f*ck he smelt so nice . I mean this could be my new Oxygen . I have a weird recollection of this crazy meme I saw , of oxygen looking pissed while a guy swore to his girlfriend that she was all he needed . Then I smiled .

“ Why are you smiling ?"

“ because you feel really good "

“ You feel really nice too and I like how your waist is tiny ", then he used his hands to rub my back .

Everything that was going on at that moment was enough to make me horny . I mean my lips were yearning for a kiss . Then he moved his hands to my lower waist and said

“you feel really soft too "

And boy did that make me even more horny . I needed to use the restroom ASAP .

“ uhmm I've got to go use the restroom , I'll be back "

Then he let go of my body and I immediately felt a psychological sense of cold in the air as I walked away slowly .

“ I'll be by the pool waiting for you " he yelled right before I disappeared into the crowd .

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I kind of got lost considering it was a huge hotel and began to feel my phone vibrate. When I pulled it out of my pocket , I saw it was James . I picked the call and turned the volume to the maximum on my earpieces that I plugged in to pick the call.The first thing I heard was

“ Where are you ?"

“ I'm down the hall to the left from the main entrance "

“ Oh, I'm right in front of you. "

Then he hung up . When I looked up, he was right in front of me just a few steps away .

“ Hey , Jess, you seem kind of confused."

“ Yeah, I'm looking for a bathroom. I need to go. "

“ Me too. I know somewhere we can " he said.

With obvious disbelief on my face, I stood with my arms crossed and stared at him .

“ Just trust me, alright. Come on. "

“ I don't really have a choice now , do I ? "

He took me outside the main building of the hotel and through a path through the trees .

“ Here " he said, pointing at a tree in the dark .

“ Wtf James , are you crazy ? "

He burst out in laughter and went to pee beside a tree .

when he was done, he came back and said “ now your turn ". The look on my face of disgust, anger and frustration at the same time made him burst out in laughter.

“ I was just joking. "

“ You better be. "

Then he took me a little bit further where there was in fact a restroom .But it was a female staff toilet .

“ It's like for the staff, I think, but it's super clean and I don't think we are meant to be in here , so you should hurry , Jess " .

“ Stand by and keep watch for me pleaseee "

“ I will "

When I got in, I walked to the last toilet booth . After I was done peeing, I tried to adjust my bra because one of the straps on it was out of place, then my earpiece VIP pass tangled with my shirt and bra.

“ James!" I yelled his name so he'd come closer. “ I need your help. "

He went in and stood by the entrance door, closer to the first booths “ what do you need, where are you ? "

“ I'm in the last booth. "

Then I heard his footsteps grow louder as he came closer.

“ I'm here "

I didn't want to risk any of the things I had on me falling on the floor because the toilet was clean but the floor was kinda wet . So I passed my purse , my shirt , untangled the earpiece and gave it to him to hold them for me while I adjusted my bra . Then we heard voices coming our way . It seemed like some women staff .

“ hurry up Jess" . as the voices grew louder , out of panic, I pulled him into my booth and locked the door . Luckily for me, I was able to fix the bra before I pulled him in .

“ Shhh" I whispered to him as I placed my hand on his mouth.

“ You didn't wash your hands and you're placing your hand on my mouth " he whispered back . I rolled my eyes at what he said, considering he had just peed beside a tree.

I was impressed at the fact that he didn't look down at my boobs and kept his eyes on my face . Until he did and I said “ hey ! " in response .

Then he placed his finger on my lips but this time he was looking into my eyes . I was already horny earlier but the tension that existed between us right now created a deeper heat inside me . I looked at him like I wanted to kiss him but he seemed to be avoiding it because he looked away as soon as he noticed . Then he gave me my shirt to put back on . When I wore the shirt , there was absolute silence and he said,

“ Can I ..... ? " and before he could finish the sentence, I kissed him without hesitation, with so much desire , I kissed him . His hands pulled my waist closer to his body and I could feel the warmth of his body . My hand went into his shirt to feel his strong abs . As my hands robbed them, I heard a whining moan escape from his lips like he was complaining . He wasn't touching me like I thought he would . I wanted him to grab my ass . But he didn't move his hands below or above my waist .

While we were kissing, I remembered this meme I saw of girls' phone passwords being so hard and complicated but her s*x security was slid to unlock . And I sure as hell wasn't going to f*ck with him in the staff restroom at Gomez' family hotel . I had to stop this.

“ James stop " and he did stop. Why the hell would he? I got pissed at him .I thought he wouldn't want to or would try to make it last longer, but he didn't . And at the same time, I was also happy he respected me in every way .

“ I'm sorry Jess "

“ Don't do that again " I actually meant not to stop when I told him to, but honestly, at that point, I didn't really know what I wanted, but the heat from between my legs, I was sure, was driving me crazy .

“ excuse me ? " he said with confusion , but I didn't want to talk. I had to get away from him. I was way too horny to be around him any longer. I mean alone and like that . So I opened the door and ran out, leaving him there with the hugest smile on my face. I ran back into the hotel from the main entrance and saw Dali and her “ boy, who is a friend " Andre doing a flip cup . I didn't want to intrude so I walked past them to search for Joe .After searching almost everywhere she could have possibly been from the inside, I went out to the pool area and saw Gomez talking with Simon and Rebecca .

I did not want to be there . So I hid behind a waiter serving more drinks at a table .

“ I'm sorry I just don't ... I need you to cover me"

“ Why ? "

“ I'm hiding from a guy "

“ OK" he said and placed his left hand on his hips while his right hand was holding a tray . He seemed like he was gay, but I didn't really care about asking or figuring out if he was . My main problem was making sure Simon didn't see me . I had to find a way to leave, so I told the waiter to move towards the inside of the building and he was nice enough to agree .

I wasn't paying attention to where I was going, facing only the direction of where Gomez and Simon were. Then I felt a grip on my waist .

“ Wtf! " I jumped, hitting the waiter, causing him to drop the tray with the cups he was holding . When I turned around, it had to be ladies and gentle men “ James " .

The whole scene made everyone around look in our direction to see what was going on . Even Gomez and Simon were staring . I placed my palms on my face in shame and asked

“ why would you do that , couldn't you see that I was hiding behind the ..... forget it? "

“ I'm so sorry , you left your purse with me " he said as he scratched his head .

“ It's alright ... thank you yeah " and I snatched my purse from his hand because I knew for sure everyone around was probably staring at us with the whole “ Jess and James again " bull s**t .

“ Hey, are you alright ? " Gomez said behind me . I shook nervously.

I really needed to be more conscious of what the f*ck was going on around me. I didn't even notice him walking all the way to where I was .

“ yes I am "

Then Gomez helped me adjust my hair.

“ Hey sugar " I heard Simon say . Oh no , I did not want to ever talk to him ever again in my life, but here I am .

When I turned around, he was standing there with a smile on his face.

“sugar you've been ignoring my calls and texts", he was still smiling and, I missed that , him calling me sugar and his smile with those dimples , his tiny pink lips . I wasn't ready for this.

I wasn't ready to see him .

“ Sugar !? " he called me again and I felt my body tremble . And I was completely submissive to him . His voice alone gave me goosebumps . I looked down because I couldn't bare to look at him . “ Yh I blocked and deleted your number ... I'd like you to stay away from me now. Thank you "

“ Ouch sugar , can we talk ? " he tried to hold my hand, but I quickly stepped backwards to avoid his touch .

“ No " and I turned back to face Gomez .

“ Sugar !?"

I completely ignored him from there and walked away with Gomez through the garden . There was this weird awkward silence that filled the air and I felt really uncomfortable . I kept on wondering if Simon told him about what happened between us , What if they had some stupid boy bet on me , what if he thinks I'm a slut . I placed my palms on my face .

“ uhmmm" Gomez said

“ I'm so sorry about the whole scene with Simon, yeah , and the scene with the waiter and for keeping you waiting for so long. ” Then I mistakenly stepped on his foot. “ And I'm sorry for that " .

He started laughing at me. “ You're really funny. "

“ I wish I thought so too " I said with a little giggle,

“ And why do you say sorry so much? "

“ I don't know , I guess sometimes the solution to a problem someone has with you is as simple as saying sorry , but pride f*cks everyone up "

“huh , very true "

“ yep , that's why I say it so much , so I don't lose people over something silly. "

“ Oh I see , so you don't want to loose me ? "

“ Well, I'm going to be very honest with you , I don't really know you .... "

“ You know what? I'm glad you said that. "

“ Would you like to go on a date with me ? "

Butterflies, people, I mean butterflies, are dancing in my stomach . Gomez just asked me out on a date . I mean finally . I wanted to scream . Jump on him . But I didn't want to be weird , so I said .

“ alright cool "

“ I'll pick you up by 6 tomorrow "

“ it's a date "

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It was getting late, so my sister , Joe and Dali went to the garden where they saw me and Gomez sitting by a fountain and holding hands.

“ Jess ! we're leaving " Jenny yelled

I got up and left Gomez running in their direction.

Then I ran back to him to give him a peck on the cheek and said good night, then he said

“Buenas noches mi señora".

On our way out of the hotel, I saw James and Larry talking

“ Lar! "

and he looked in my direction and both of them started coming my way . Jenny and the rest said they'd wait for me in the car, so they left me to talk with Larry . James only came to say good night and left me and Larry.

“ So how was your day with "Nine"? "

“ Terrible"

“ what , how ? "

“ She seemed like she wasn't comfortable. I tried to make conversation but she kept on using her phone and some guy, Lewis, kept on calling her ... but I don't want to talk about her "

“ oh sorry Lar " ... I told him how my day went while we walked to Joe's car . When I said I kissed James, he started dancing .

“ you kissed him not him kissing you , meaning you're finally going to admit you like him "

“ I don't like him like that , just casual normal sh*t "

“ Jess, are you serious ? ... you know he asked me if you liked him and I said yes."

“ wtf Lar your gonna lift his hopes for no reason "

“ I'm joking !" he said while laughing hysterically.

“ Good because me and Gomez are going on a date tomorrow"

“ Wow, this day has finally come , and on a Sunday , he's clearly anxious to see you again."

“ Ikr , he smells like a hot boy though. "

“ What does that even mean ?"

“ I mean he smelled a lot like lala land with a handful of sexiness "

“ hahahahahaha .... I can't breathe... okay okay what does James smell like ? "

“ I don't know ... I like Gomez, not James. I legitimately have no reason to smell him ", but honestly, he smelled way nicer than Gomez . I just didn't want to say .

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