All I could do was walk around in circles . Trying to calm myself . I don't understand why I was kept in the dark about this . Why would Jenny keep something like that ? I've been a real mum to her . I should have been there . In fact , if she let me help , she wouldn't be doing this right now .
Oh sh*t .
All of this is Eliana's fault . Jenny and I told each other everything . I mean everything . But as soon as she's back , I can go to hell .
“ Jess , you need to calm down ” .
“ James . You do not know what I need right now ” .
“ I know you're squeezing me right now and it hurts ” .
“ Sorry ” I said , as I stepped back , feeling more awful .
“ Stop being so angry . This isn't really the time for that . Your sister needs your support . I doubt if she saw you like this she'd fee
