I spent three days giving Gomez the silent treatment because I wanted to know the magnitude of the sh*t he pulled off . I mean I'm still disappointed in him for ever thinking I'd cheat on him .
“ I mean I love him ” I whispered to myself under my blanket as I deliberated on whether I should reply to his texts or not .
Do I really love him though ? I know I'm not in love with Gomez . But I do love him . With all the time I've spent with him , I can't say I don't . He's sweet , kind , so perfect , he pays attention , he knows me better than any guy I've ever known does . Maybe he doesn't know me as much as Larry does and I guess he should have known I'd never cheat . All of this is just complicated .
“ Should I talk to him ? ” I lifted my blanket off my face to talk to Jenny who was wa
