Exams are next week and that's all I really need on my mind right now . I wasn't really talking to Gomez. I was kind of still disappointed he got into a fight and ditched me on top of it . Maybe that's not it . Maybe it's because the fight he got into led to everyone finding out that Simon was in love with me . I looked like " the boyfriend snatcher " again . Plus, I'm sure a bunch of girls hate me now . Although not many people genuinely liked me and I already knew that . I knew most people were my friends just because I was cool or regarded as one of the cool kids , but now I'm sure the hate is going to be undeniable . I never liked Rebecca though. I do feel bad about everything . And f*ck Dalian and I are still in a tough spot . I need to fix that . I don't think I can pass my papers w
