The dreaded exams I so fully feared were finally over . My heart was at peace because I knew not to expect anything less than a B in any of my subjects . .
Gomez hasn't tried reaching out to me . I don't know how to feel about it . If annoyed or at peace . I wasn't going to make the first move to get to him .
I decided to sort things out with my life starting today . I guess all my problems with Patty are solved . But , with Rebecca and Simon there was a lot that needed to be said .
Right now , all I want is balance in my life . So I guess I'll start with Simon .
I picked up my phone and decided to call him . I saw call forwarding and tension kind of filled me .
After a while , I went to voicemail and assumed he probably didn't want to talk to me , which made me feel embarrassed .
