I wish I had noticed it sooner . The vague look on his face made my heart ache .
Just to think James was suicidal . He always made me happy. How could someone as beautiful as him be facing such terrible turmoil inside of himself ? I turned to the next page to find scribbles of words . I noticed my name was written about 5 times on one page . In fact, on all the pages which were filled with scribbles , my name was written at least twice . I flipped some more pages and saw a sketch of myself . I took a picture of it and hid it in my " for your eyes only " folder .
I noticed him coming back into the class and I slowly closed his book so it wouldn't be obvious I was snooping .
“ I know you read my book ” he said .
“ No I didn't ”
“ Lier ”
“ I'm serious ” I stated, trying to put on a
