Time flew by me and all I could think about when I was alone was James . I feel completely terrible at the same time . I know it's for the best . Gomez was perfect and I'd already committed to the relationship . I shouldn't even be considering breaking up with him , but here I was thinking about James and the kiss . About how he makes me feel . About how much care he shows towards me . How he's so consistent . How I practically cheated on Gomez and don't regret it . I don't have any plans to tell Gomez what happened here between me and James .
Why ?
Probably because I'm a selfish sh*tbag and I don't want him to be mad at me . We barely ever argue . It's been just twice now . But me and James . I can't even get to half of it . We always have disagreements like we're a couple .
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