MY LOVE. MY CONTENDER

ADVICE

Singto's POV

I didn't mean to sound rude, but I'm just desperate to get the approval. That project means a lot to me and I know his team means a lot too. haii. If that kid is not hard to deal with, then I wouldn't have to do that. Well, if he had listened to me even before, then we would not end up like this. Or he can at least listen to me now.

"Singto, What are you thinking about? Seems like you are in deep thought", New said.

"Well yeah. You can say that"

"What happened?"

"There's just a lot of things going on. But I'm just fine.

"Alright. But if you need someone to talk to, I'm just here. Okay?"

"I know. Anway where's Fluke?"

"Oi Singto. Don't you remember you agreed that he wouldn't show up today because he needed to go to his mom"

"Oh yeah. Sorry about that. Then I'll be the one to DJ again."

I think this is a good thing. I can at least take my mind off of it.

"Sawadee krap. Good evening everyone. i'm DJ Kong. I'll be your Dj tonight in replace for DJ Wad. Since he needs to fulfill his duty of being a good son."

This is one of my outlet for practicing my course. Me and my friends have our own radio program thank's to Fluke's dad. They own the radio station so we asked for a segment and his dad agreed to it. Me and my friends take turns in being a host but sometimes we do it altogether. This might be a little old school since there are a lot of platforms now but this is still the best I think.

"Alright. So now let's read some messages that our listeners left. so here is the first one. DJ kong Please play a song that would suit your mood tonight.. Hmmmm my mood. I think this song from a famous series Sotus."

I started playing Soh Sut Soh Say by Keng Thachaya. I heard this song when I watched the series and while watching it I remembered how I felt about Krist. I was never that interested when it comes to liking someone but that changed when I saw Krist. Even if he acts like that I actually find it adorable but he doesn't know anything. He didn't know that his smiles can actually make my day better, but right now he seldom smile and I am one of the reason why.

***FLASHBACK***

"Singto. Come one. Go up in the stage and introduce yourself to the freshman" The dean said

"Yes Sir"

Being the campus moon means a lot of work. But what else can I do? I don't really want to complain but I just feel tired. *sighed deeply* But here goes nothing. I smiled. Force to smile that is.

"Hi good morning fellow students from the faculty of communication. I'm Singto Pracahaya Ruangroj. I am the current campus moon and today we are going to assign the new moon and star this year"

Everyone was shouting my name after I showed up. Everyone was smiling but there is this one person whose not looking at me differently. He looks cute. Hmmm. I think I'm smiling like an i***t while looking at him. I am getting more curious than ever. Why don't we choose him as the campus moon. I bet everyone would like him or let's not do that. I think I want to keep him all to myself. OI SINGTO get a hold of yourself. You are in front of the whole department. Plus I think I am not gay. I think. Ahahah. Maybe I'm just tired.

The whole event went slow but I couldn't care less since I have the opportunity to look at this junior. i wonder what his name is.

"Ai' Singto" Fluke said

"What?"

"Stop staring at the couple. The guy looks pretty mad now"

"Wait what?"

"Look"

The guy that I was looking at is giving me a furious look. I didn't notice that right away. I thought he was still smiling. Is he mad because I was looking at him. Or did I do anything else? Did it look like I am interested in him? Is he disgusted/

"Sing stop looking at his girl" New said

"I'm not looking at his girl"

"Well then that means you're looking at him"

"Maybe. Shut up. Anyway when is the vent going to end. I need to be at the bookstore to pick up the books that I ordered"

"Hmmm. I think it will be done after 10 minutes. Relax. They are just choosing the moon and star of the faculty now."

After a couple of minutes they have chosen the campus moon and star. The campus star is that girl named Namtarn. I kind of feel sad that he has a girlfriend since this is the first time that I got really interested. But anyway I need to talk to them now. Namtarn and Ohm which is the campus moon both waid when I went closer"

"Congratualtions guys on being chosen. I believe you guys can be the campus moon and star. If you need any help just beep in my line or you can also ask Prae. We are more than happy to help you guys."

I smiled at them and all of the sudden the boy that I was looking at came closer. He still looks mad at me. He thinks I am flirting with his girl. Hahaha. He looks cute being so grumpy.

"Nam. Come on let's go"

"Just give me a minute Krist. I'll just ask them when our practice would be"

Oh so that's his name. Krist. I smiled at him and he just rolled his eyes. What the hell did I do?

After giving the details to them about practice. They bid their farewell and Namtarn smiled at me and Krist is almost dragging her out. I find this situation very funny. He think I like his girlfriend but I am actually much more interested in him. I am trying my best not to laugh by biting my lips.

**end of flashback**

The song ended along with my flashback. I feel really sad just thinking about it. How I wish I can turn back time and explain myself. Well even if he did give mew chance to explain I don't think he would believe me at that time. But hey look at the bright side I might have a chance this time. If and only if he agrees with me tutoring him. At least I can be by his side even if he doesn't want to. It might also be chance for us to get closer.

"Alright. The song ended. While the song was playing I posted on f*******: a question. Asking you guys what song would you also suit your mood today. And one answer caught my attention since it is rather long. haha so here it is."

**Hi Dj Kong. I'm Oon. I had a terrible day today. I think luck is not on my side for the past few months. Seems like I've been losing everything and now I am about to lose something special again, because of my being stubborn. And i think it is also because of my pride. I can't really think of a song that would suit my day but can you please pick a song for me to ease up my mind. Maybe that would help decide. Thank you***

"Ai'Oon. Su su na. Whatever you are experiencing right now you can surpass it. Just believe in yourself. Before I play the song that I chose. I just want to give you some advice. And that is to swallow your pride. If you think being stubborn is going to make you lose something then sacrifice just a little for the benefit of you being better. Alright as promise here is the song that I chose. It is a song by Block B. Be the light. Hope this song gives you light on that dark road you are taking. Let this light guide you."

After interacting with the listeners for 2 hours. We ended our show and I went straight home to rest.

I immediately took a shower and threw myself in the bed. I feel tired, sad, irritated. Mixed emotions. I inhaled and exhaled deeply while closing my eyes. Hoping that everything will go well tomorrow.

**Line message**

Let's start studying the day after tomorrow. I can't go tomorrow since we are going to practice really late.

- Krist