DISRESPECT: Jeon Jungkook

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"Tomorrow is the day," he said. You were looking at both of your reflection on the mirror as he encircled your small frame from the back, he placed his chin on your shoulder and swayed you following the slow rhythm of the music being played through the speakers of the dance studio.

It was already 9:18pm and you were the only ones left on the academy, others have already went home after practicing for the final performance tomorrow. You've both mastered the dance you've been rehearsing until now and while being at it, it brought back lots of memories.

It's funny how you both loathed each other when you first met, how you were both forced to team up for the dance project and how your were both destined to marry each other through an arranged marriage. Looking back it all seemed like a dream, but you never have thought in your life that dance could have given you so much more, that loving how to dance could have brought you together-- you and Jungkook.

"I love you," you whispered looking at his eyes through the mirror, it was the first time you've said it to him since your wedding a few months ago-- hell, it was the first time you ever said it to anybody, and you were glad it was him you were saying it to.

Jungkook's body stiffened, his mind suddenly came rumbling inside his head, he wanted to say it back to you but maybe he was a bit too overwhelmed or shocked or scared, he doesn't really know. So he just turned you around to face him picking your chin up so he could show how much he feel about you. You didn't know why he didn't say it back, and to be honest you were hurt.

You've hugged a million times, you've kissed a million times, you've even made love a million times, but never did he say the words I love you even once, it's kinda unfair that it has to be you who had to said it first. Somewhere deep down in your heart you know he does, but it still pained you, not hearing him say he loves you too after your confession, but you kissed him back anyways, drawing circles inside his mouth, lacing your tongue with his, thinking to yourself that maybe this is his own way of saying those words.

You both withdrew from the kiss panting, you saw Jungkook's eyes widen as he cupped your face wiping your flushed cheeks.

"Why are you crying?" He asked worried.

Taking your hand to your face, you immediately wiped it and stared at your damped fingers, "I--," you couldn't finish, you weren't aware that you were tearing up while you were kissing Jungkook.

He hugged you tightly, "You're just tired, let's go home, we need to rest for tomorrow," he said kissing your head.

--

"Jungkook!" You called out while you saw that slut-w***e-b***h approaching Jungkook. "We're next."

The girl rolled her eyes on you and you shut her a fiery glare.

--

Heart thud against you chest while you made a fist, standing in front of all these people was making your head go blank.

"Y/N," his soft voice ringed on your ears sending you back to reality. "I'm here right beside you, I won't leave so don't be nervous okay?"

You nodded feeling his soft hands on your waist signaling the start of the dance. "Close your eyes, and follow my lead," he said.

"Bu--."

"Just do it baby."

And you did, giving all your trust to the man beside you. He started to move right on cue and you did too and suddenly all of the chattering noises on the background vanished and all you could hear was the music. It seemed like you were both back in the studio, practicing your choreo.

His familiar touch on your body made you move voluntarily, step by step. Both of your bodies moved in perfect unison as if you were one, you slowly open your eyes only to land them on his dark brown orbs and a smile curved on your lips. His hands trailed you body, he was close enough that you could see the little sweat going down his temple and the veins on his neck as he dance to the beat of the music, he was beautiful when he dance and you couldn't helped but to admire his every move just like what you did when you first saw him dancing.

You follow his movements just like you did when you were practicing together, and he did the same. He couldn't take his eyes off you as always, whenever you dance there is always this different aura around you making Jungkook adore you even more, you always seemed to get lost to the beat and the music and the steps, and that's what made you look stunningly breathtaking while you dance, and that's what made him fall for you even more.

You were both perfect, moving on the same rhythm as if your heartbeats were beating as one as well-- after few more steps, after few more beat, the music ended creating a loud applause from the crowd.

--

After all of the performance, all the students gathered on the hallways and a voice rang throughout the whole school.

"Announcement of winners will be posted tomorrow morning on the main hall bulletin," the announcer said, "last day of classes tomorrow! Have a great vacation everyone!"

"Party at my house!" The girl bellowed turning her gaze on you and Jungkook, she approached you both and gave a flyer, "let's end this semester in good terms?" She said turning to you and you just looked at her.

"You will come right? Jungkook?" She said flirty. "My sister would love to see you there."

He turned to you asking for permission but when you didn't react he turned to the girl, "I'm sorry, I don't think I can--."

"You know what, we'll come," you said cutting him off. His eyes widened.

"Nice!" The girl said turning around, "see you!"

"Y/N," Jungkook started.

You know that this girl who invited you is the sister of that slut who kissed Jungkook, but hey, maybe she was different from that b***h, or maybe they were really trying to be on good terms with you, so you agreed.

"It would be nice to get out sometimes, plus I know you've been wanting to go to these parties," you said and a bunny smile shined on Jungkook's face.

"Thank you baby."

---

"I kinda feel tired," you said laying on the bed. "You can go with your guy friends, it's totally fine," you smiled assuring him that it's okay.

"But--," he was cut off by a knock on the door, "Yes?" The maid came in saying that Jungkook's friends were downstairs waiting for him.

"Go Jungkook, I'll try coming, maybe later once I get a bit of rest," you said standing up, you approached him and kissed him on the cheeks, "be careful okay?"

"I will."

And so he went.

--

Your phone ringed a few times before you picked it up, "Hello?" You mumbled half asleep.

"Y/N!!!! HOW DARE YOU BAIL ON US, COME DOWNSTAIRS THIS INSTANCE!" One of your close friends from the academy screamed through the phone.

"Damn, dude I'm not deaf," you answered while chuckling. Guess you had no choice but to go to the party, you looked at the time, 9:48pm things are just about to start there, so you hurriedly got dressed up and went downstairs only to find your three friends sitting on the couch.

"Come on!" One of them said and you all headed to the party.

--

"Here have some," the girl offered Jungkook, "say, it's my way of saying sorry for kissing you without your permission," she explained.

He was a bit drunk already, but he was glad this girl finally learned that what she did back then was wrong, so Jungkook took the glass from her hand and smiled before gulping the whole thing down his throat.

He was about to get up from the counter when his vision twirled losing his balance a bit.

"Oh!" The girl exclaimed allowing him to leaned on her body, "let me take you upstairs so you could rest a bit, the music's too loud in here it might make you even more dizzy."

Jungkook followed the girl up the stairs and in one of the rooms, he's not sure why he felt air headed all of a sudden, but all he know was that he missed you, you would have taken good care of him right now if you right here there beside him.

"Where's Y/N," he asked absentmindedly as he sat on the bed.

"I am Y/N," the girl said.

--

"Have you seen Jungkook?" You asked one of his friends who went in your house earlier.

"Nope."

You've been going around the area looking for your husband but he's nowhere to be found, the feeling of uneasiness struck you as look up to the second floor where the bedrooms were.

You don't want to think that way, it can't be.

--

She sat on Jungkook's lap, legs on either side on his, her hands snaked all over his chest, feeling his masculine body against her touch.

He felt dizzy, and weak, he can't even make out who's this girl sitting on his lap, maybe it was you. God, he missed you already, even though it was just a few hours ago that you both saw each other.

"Y/N?"

"Yes," her voice was different from yours, but he didn't thought it through as she smashed her lips on him tasting the alcohol on his mouth.

Maybe it was the effect of the alcohol but Jungkook couldn't helped but kissed her back thinking that it was you that he's with right now, his hand reached for her hips while their tongues fought for dominance.

--

"Have you seen Jungkook?" You asked the first guy you saw when you set foot on the second floor. He pointed on the last room of the hall and your breathing suddenly became heavy.

You can feel your hands shaking while you grip on the icy door knob and turned it slowly.

"Aah~" a girl's moan can be heard from the inside of the room as you swung the door open.

You covered your mouth with your hands preventing the whimper from your throat to break free, tears streamed down your face as the scene in front of you registered.

Jungkook was sitting on the bed while that slut was grinding on his lap, his hands on her back as he kiss her rough on the neck causing her to moan in pleasure.

"Jungkook," you whispered weakly, you felt like you were about to collapse right there, your head was spinning, your chest was tightening making it hard to breathe.

He heard a familiar voice making him come back to his senses, he open his eyes wide to see the girl on his lap and realized it was not you and that you were standing by the threshold, tears on your cheeks as you balance yourself holding on to the jamb of the door.

"Y/N."

You ran away as fast as you could, you had to, it felt like your heart was about to burst out of your chest, you can still hear him calling for your name making you go faster-- down the staircase, out of the house and into the streets.

"So that's why you couldn't say you love me back," you said to yourself, your voice broke just like your heart being broken at the moment, as if it's been scattered into a million pieces right in front of you, it hurt so much you couldn't breathe, you felt your body went numb, your vision blurry as you continued to walk up into the road.

"Y/N!" He screamed loudly, he needs to talk to you, to tell you that what you were thinking was wrong and that he has been set up.

He was running towards you when you turned your head, you need to get away from him, you can't be with him right now. Though your feet felt weak, you still pushed yourself to ran across the street, he screamed your name again, this time much louder than he ever did, you were about to turn around but the bright light blinded you, accompanied by a loud horn and tire squeaking sound before everything turned pitch black.

"OH -- GOD -- NO!" He ran towards you with all his might, knees crashed on the ground not minding the pain of the bruises that caused the impact of his skin on the rough pavement, he picked your small frame from the ground, he was shaking, hot tears made their way down from his eyes as he looked at you laying on his arms not moving an inch, he placed his hand on your head only to feel them damped by the red fluid that was your blood.

"Baby wake up, please!" He desperately ask you while hugging your motionless body close to his. "I'm sorry!!!" He closed his eyes shut hoping that when he open them, everything would turn out to be just a bad dream,--- but it wasn't.

"You need to hear me right now baby, please," he was sobbing so hard, his voice broke every time he spoke.

"I love you Y/N," he finally said it, though this time you weren't conscious to know that he actually did, and it destroyed him thinking that he was too stupid not saying those words when you can actually hear him.

"GOD!!!" He let out looking straight up sending some of his tears flew with the cold night's air.

///TBC