DISRESPECT: Jeon Jungkook

Longing

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"I love you Jungkook," you mumbled, trying your best to grip on Jungkook's hand while leisurely opening your eyes, adjusting them to the bright light of the lit room.

He smiled, eyes closed.

It's been days since he last dreamed about you, and he misses your sweet voice and your soft touch, but something about this dream seemed so real, like he's actually hearing your voice...

His eyes abruptly open darting his gaze on you and meeting your eyes once again.

"Y/N," he said standing up, almost impossible to hear. "Y/N," he uttered again, but this time loud enough for the nurse passing by your room to hear, he called for the woman in uniform with all his might while gripping on your hands.

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You sobbed for more than hour, hearing about the life that was forming inside you was taken away by the accident four months ago. Everyone came rushing in when they heard that you've finally woken up, your parents told you about everything while the rest of your visitant gave you greetings of happiness showing how glad they were that you're finally well.

Every movements you made would cause a sudden ache on your whole body due to the long period of being bedridden, but this ache was nothing compared to all of the things you were taking in right now. The scene of Jungkook in that room was still fresh on your mind and thinking that that happened four months ago was almost unthinkable for you to believe in. Being with all these situation, you just wanted to talk to him, to hear his explanation and reasoning, but instead of approaching you, he just sat on the corner of the room left unnoticed.

When they assured that you were finally stable, your parents and Jungkook's left assuring that they'll comeback tomorrow to attend to the hospital's paper works. This left you and him all alone again accompanied by the beeping sound of the machine attached to you.

You actually waited for him to approach your bed and talk to you since everyone's gone now, but he didn't and you're a bit tired being seated the whole time and with all of the conversations earlier so you decided to take a nap, you shifted trying to lay comfortably on bed when your spine stung causing you to whimper silently. But Jungkook heard it, and he dashed towards you, "Are you alright?" He asked while helping you to gently lay on bed.

You nodded looking at his dark brown eyes, they were sad, and a bit red and puffy, did he cried? You continued to stare at him but he won't look at you straight in the eyes, he was about to left your side, back to the couch again when you caught his wrist, his back was on you.

"Jungkook."

"I'll get you some water outside," he said, eyes on the floor.

You let go of his hand while he darted out of the room, you looked at the bedside table as the glass of water vibrated when he closed the door.

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After a few more days, you were finally dismissed by the doctor saying that all you need is rest and you should be fine.

Jungkook and you sat at the backseat of the car silently until the driver finally said that you've reached your destination. Looking around, the Jeon Mansion was nowhere to be seen.

"But this is not our house," Jungkook said, voicing out your thoughts.

"I know sir, but both of your parents instructed me to take you both here in the Jeon rest house."

Since it was dark out, Jungkook didn't realized that you were both taken at their rest house that was located on the far end country side. It was a bit late already and he know that you're tired so he didn't argue anymore and let the driver left after giving you the keys to the house.

It was apparent that everything was all planed out-- the house was cleaned up nicely from the living room to the bedrooms, not to mention that the pantry was full of food that could last for a month or two, meaning they really prepared all these for the both of you to spend sometime together.

After having an awkward silent meal, Jungkook accompanied you to the bedroom letting you lay on the bed.

"I'll...," he paused, "sleep in the other room," he whispered after patting the comforter making sure he tucked it in nicely. You immediately reached for his hand before he could make another step.

"You can't just keep on doing this to me Jungkook," voice trembled while you tried to pull him as you sat back up again.

Jungkook looked down on both of your entangled fingers and a droplet of his tear landed on the back of your hand that was holding tightly onto his. "I'm sorry," he let out. "I was set up that night Y/N, I didn't know," he explained.

You knew about this fact since your mom told you about this when he was out of the hospital room one time. And you've forgiven him already, all you just wanted was to hear it from him, to explain himself and hug you, and kiss you again.

"I'm sorry for our baby," he mumbled tasting the salty tears as they already made their way down to his lips.

You couldn't helped but cry as well upon the mention of your precious baby, also hearing and seeing how hurt and pained he is right now, your heart ached. "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you both. I wish..." He paused gripping on your hand, "I wish, I could have died instead."

"Jungkook!" You cried out, you were heartbroken about the lost, so broken that every time the thought crosses your mind you would feel a prickling pain on your left chest, but hearing him say that he wish that he could have died scattered you into a million. You can't live without him, you can't live without his smile, his eyes, his hugs, and his kisses.

Your loud voice had him staring at your teary eyes. "I'd totally understand if you'll hate me forever Y/N," he said, pain on his streaming eyes was visible while his lips quivered.

Tears won't stop falling down your cheeks as you reached for his face and gently wiped it. "I forgive you Jungkook," you whispered looking into him deeply.

His eyes widen as your name left his lips, as if he can't believe that you were actually forgiving him from all the pain and suffering he'd caused you. "I missed you," you said smiling sweetly pulling him to sit on the side of the bed. You wrapped your arms around his neck inhaling his scent. He was hesitant at first, but he couldn't helped it any longer as he hugged you back closing his eyes feeling your small frame against his body.

"I miss you too Y/N," he whispered, "more than you could have imagine."

You let out a deep sigh pressing your body on his even more.

"Make love to me," you breathed on his skin.

You pulled away from the hug and cupped your palms on his already hot cheeks, his eyes were still crying while he closed them, holding your hands keeping them in place feeling your touch.

You reached for his lips tasting the saline liquid on it, his hand left yours as he guided your body to rest on the bed never breaking the kiss while hovering on top of you.

His kisses were eager, deep and hard, a sense of yearning mixed with desire was all over it. You gave in to all of his kisses letting him take over but also returning it with the same passion and hunger at the same time. Letting out a shaky breath you grip on his shoulder as he make his way to your neck, brushing his damp lips gently on the skin before sucking your pulse earning a weak moan from you.

"Let me take care of you," he mumbled on your skin while slowly pull your shirt out of your body freeing your breasts. His kisses went down again, this time trailing down to your collarbone, and finding refuge on the valley of your breasts burying his face there while he massage you at the same time.

Down he went tugging on your shorts making you buck your hips a little, allowing him to remove the garment leaving you with just your drenched panties on. He clasped on your thigh spreading your legs wide so he could take a good look at your middle and you whimpered when he experimentally touched your clothed core with his index.

"You're already soaked down here baby," he said as he blew air on your center making your body stiffened.

He grabbed the hem of your panties and finally pulled it down your legs displaying your dipping heath.

"You're beautiful," he stated.

You heard a faint sough from Jungkook as he slowly lick your wet folds with his cold tongue. Your back left the mattress as you curved it feeling him tease your aching core. He run his finger down your slit before entering a digit on your slippery s*x. "God!" You heaved under his touch. Adding another digit, Jungkook leaned on your mound and started sucking it while he pushed his finger in and out of you.

"Jungkook..." You called weakly for his name, asking him to go further and deeper and faster. He understood it and he started to pump his finger inside you rapidly and deeper as he slurped and sucked hard on your throbbing c**t.

You held tightly on the pillow as you feel the building pressure on your stomach. You were a moaning mess while he sucked you hard and pumped into you fast, you couldn't stop yourself from looking down on him while he do you, causing you to bit on your lower lip until you tasted a tinge of blood on it. You screamed loud as he curled his fingers inside you. Reaching for his hair, you gripped on it while you pushed his face on your womanhood. Jungkook didn't mind at all, and it only made him eat you up even more, sucking your sensitive nerve until you couldn't breathe no longer, and the building pressure inside you just broke sending you over the edge-- closing your eyes, curling your toes, arching your back and gripping on his hair as you called for his name, while cumming hard on his fingers.

He looked up at you while you heaved due to the indisputable pleasure you just experienced. You reached for him and he hovered over you once more, kissing you full on the lips making you taste yourself through his mouth. Hand went down to his pants while you undid it pushing it down along with his boxers, then you helped him removed his top so he could be fully exposed on top of you. You gripped on his already hard length, palm pumping on him on slow motions while he groan through the kiss. You want to feel him inside of you, to fill you up completely. Pre-c*m was all over his c**k as you continued your job picking up the pace. His muscles hardened leaving your lips and placing his face on the nook of your neck while he breathe heavily. "Ah, Y/N!" he sighed.

With your free hand, you pushed him closer to you as you help his pulsating erection get aligned to your aching core. He slowly pushed inside you, cherishing the feeling of your tight walls engulfed him completely. He breathed deep when he finally let himself in fully, savoring the sense of being wrapped by your warm walls, but he didn't moved at first letting you adjust to his size. "Make me lose by breath again Jungkook," you mumbled, he kissed you on the cheeks as he pulled his c**k out of you, then slowly push back in deep and accurate. He pulled back again, leaving half of him inside only to slam himself back in making you gasp for your dear life.

"Faster Jungkook, please!" you begged.

He wanted to satisfy you in anyway possible, so he didn't have to be told twice as he rammed himself into you making you almost lose your breath just like you asked for, you bend your back killing the distance between your bodies, closing your eyes taking all the pleasure he's giving you, another building pressure was forming inside you.

Wet slapping sound combined with your moan and his groan spread in the room as his movements picked up, going rougher and sloppier compared from earlier. You dug your fingers on his back and he bit on the skin on your neck, sensing each other's climax getting nearer by each hard slam and sensual thrust.

"Ah! Jungkook...I'm----!"

"Oh! Y/N!!! You're so-- tight!"

He can feel your walls wrap tighter around him indicating your nearing end so he slid his hand in between your sweat-full bodies only to place his thumb firmly on your sensitive bud as he started to rub it sloppily.

"AHH!! JUNG--!"

"c*m for me again baby," he gritted while he looked at you shaking underneath him, full of sweat, lips partly open concentrating on the pleasure he's providing until finally the knot on your stomach snapped, calling loudly for his name while you convulsed beneath him reaching your climax. Your wet folds pulsated around Jungkook's member making him bury his face on your throat as he continued his hard, erratic motions.

"I--love you Y/N," he murmured feebly as he thrust hard and deep one last time before he convulsed on top of you letting his seed erupt inside.

You mewl at the feeling of his warmth spreading around you until it dripped down your hole giving you both a feeling of satisfaction as he pumped a few more times to ride away your orgasms.

"I love you," he repeated himself once more before kissing you fully. His heart fluttered realizing that finally you could hear him say those words to you.

///TBC