It's been about a month now, and I haven't been able to do anything. I haven't left this house , deciding I am not stable enough to work with people so I chose to work from home. I have cancelled all meetings, all photoshoot appointment, all media appearances, everything. I think it's time for me to be alone. The only problem is, I am hardly alone thanks to Nora, which I must confess, is starting to strike a wrong nerve. I want her out of my hair, but I don't want to unnecessarily hurt her in the process. It's not like she forced herself on me or anything, I asked her out, I proposed to her , I gave her previlges. It was my fault for using her as a coping mechanism. But I don't think I can do this anymore. This few weeks without Angel as been hard. It's not like we got to really bond ev

