(Journal Date: September 1st, 1995) I was in a hurry to get out, one winter night in Prague. I was asked by the staff nurse where I was headed to. I told her I'd be back because I needed to see Ingrid that night. I was on my way to my car when I heard a baby’s cry in the parking lot. Amara called me that night at the same time, telling me that Ingrid was in labor. I didn’t bother looking if there was really any baby or maybe I was imagining things. I started walking again when I heard the baby’s cry louder. I called Amara and told her that I was on my way and told her that I needed to tell Yuri about Ingrid’s labor. I remember Amara saying that he didn’t want Yuri to know. Amara was mad and angry at my mate. But I understand what Amara felt, I too am mad at what my mate did to his best

