Addiction.

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Leon walked down the hall towards the clinic he visits every now and then. When he got to the door, he knocked softly. He thought he would regret coming back to this place since his last visit, three months ago. But he felt that whatever he said he would do, didn't cure him and he was still an addict. The door opened, the receptionist, Zara, greeted him with a smile, "Hi come in! I'll call you when it's your turn. Please take a seat in the meantime." He looked at the receptionist as she walked back to her chair. If she didn't have an alpha's scent all over her, he would have pounced on her, probably... Leon averted his eyes away from the cute omega receptionist. He waited and tried to make himself busy with his phone. He put his earphones on and listened to music. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm himself. He has had too much stress on him ever since his ex left. His health was affected. His work, his social life, his money and... his s*x life. He has done everything he could to satisfy his needs, but it's useless. He thinks talking to his doctor friend again after three months would be a good idea. Maybe he needs to refer him to another doctor this time. He sighed and looked down at his pants. He flinched when someone tapped his arm. He looked up and Zara was staring down at him with one raised eyebrow. "I've been calling you. You're next, Mr. Marek." She walked back to her chair. "Oh, I'm sorry." Leon hurriedly stood up and turned to the corner of the office and stood in front of the open door. He looked at his doctor friend Gabriel wearing a black suit inside his white coat. Gabriel looked up from his eyeglasses. Leon could tell he was one of those handsome alpha bachelor doctors now. Gabriel gestured for him to sit down on the couch. "Please take a seat." Leon smiled and did what he was told to do. How long has it been since Gabriel got back from another country to start his own clinic? A year? He had last seen him three months ago and here they are again. "Should I lie down, doc?" he asked, teasing his long-time friend. Gabriel chuckled and nodded, "uhm that's fine. If that would make you feel comfortable." Leon laid down on the couch. Then suddenly his eyes darted towards his doctor friend. He started wondering about his friend. Gabriel used to look like a geek back in the days. A guy with thick glasses, coconut hair hairstyle, braces, lots of books on his arms and a backpack that looks like he is going to hike in the forest. He changed over the years. He looked more handsome now. His hair looked great on him. Everything physically changed, he was like a caterpillar that bloomed into a beautiful butterfly. Leon stared at his long-time friend, now his doctor. And questions started to form in his mind. I could tell he styled his hair himself. Why do doctors always look clean? Do they ever get dirty? Does he f**k well in bed now? "Leon?" Leon stepped back into reality when Gabriel said his name in a deep voice. It sounded like a whisper, no, more like a caress. Gabriel was already seated on a chair just beside the couch. He didn't even realize Gabriel moved the small chair towards him. He leaned up and sat more relaxed with his legs crossed. Well, he is not the one with issues. Leon thought and sighed. "Let's start." Gabriel said. Well, here goes nothing… he sighed. "I went back to working a month ago. So far, my money is being taken care of. I paid the bills I have disregarded for the past few months now. Spent some days with my friends but... I feel like I still have a s*x problem," Leon said. "How?" Gabriel asked in a calm tone. "When my... uhm... ex left me..." Leon's memories of the last day of his conversation with his ex flashed before his eyes. The day his misery started. His ex said she wanted to leave. He was with his knees on the floor begging her to stay. His ex looked down on him without any remorse. He, with his arms wrapped around his ex's waist, eyes full of tears, begged her again not to leave. Leon's eyes started to well up, remembering his happy memories of his first love would end one day. "I've been hanging out with some guys and girls and I ended up joining them for a night. I told them to go ahead and then I'd watch... But I always leave as soon as they're done. I pretend I have some emergencies and just get away from them. "Watch?" Gabriel stopped writing and glanced at him. "Yeah, like a live show you see on some porn sites..." Leon casually said. Gabriel just shook his head and sighed, "go ahead and continue... What else?" "I'm not satisfied at all or with anyone anymore. I don't get hard on them, unlike before. I don't really like to masturbate either, Doc, just so I can satisfy myself in bed. I'm addicted to doing it, but I'm not getting any satisfaction." "I feel like I'm useless in bed without my ex... I don't think I ever will be... I'm starting to pity myself now... Stupid, right? Like she just controls everything, even my body, and we are not even together anymore... I'm getting f*****g addicted to something that I get away from every day. It's embarrassing to be an alpha in this way. I've met countless omegas but I just don't get it like I used to." He sighed, "I don't know what's wrong with me... Maybe because I can't find anyone like my ex..." Leon realized his tears had fallen from the corners of his eyes. He wiped it away angrily. Then he suddenly felt emotional about his past once again. "I still cry every night about my life since she left. I've been so stressed and depressed about her leaving me for someone else. I want to forget about how f*****g hurt I am. I've watched strangers have s*x in front of me. I've pleasured them with foreplay but none of them satisfy me. I'm as pathetic as anyone can get, doc." "Why not just keep going out with your friends and not engage in any foreplay for a change?" Gabriel was still calm in asking him. Leon looked at his doctor friend, "My friends have their own lives. I don't want to bother them with my drama all the time. Besides, I know what they all think about me. They're fake as much as I fake my orgasm." "They always call me a s*x addict, pervert and a maniac, when I can't even get satisfaction now. Everything is like a joke to them... But I just can't be by myself or I'll go crazy..." "Then what do you want to do?" Gabriel asked him again. "I don't know, Gab. Can you tell me?" Leon said after taking a deep breath. Exhausted with himself. "Then abstain. Just date without s****l activities." Gabriel plainly said. Leon was surprised by his friend's answer and he had to look at him. Gabriel was writing something down on his paper and wasn't giving him any attention. He was wearing a suit that is hard for Leon to determine if he has a great body now, but there is something about him that screams f**k ME. "How sexually active are you now?" Leon asked blatantly. Gabriel looked at him with those brown eyes that were tantalizing and beautiful. For someone that used to be a loner, Gabriel bloomed into an alpha with an intimidating aura and strong masculine scent. Gabriel chuckled, "this session is about you, not me, Leon." "Don't get me wrong, it's still about me, I'm just trying to get some ideas about others. It's been so long. College, I think?" Gabriel smiled at Leon. "Are you single?" Leon asked, which surprised Gabriel. What the f**k, Leon? Why ask such a personal question? Did I just flirt with another alpha? Leon thought to himself, he chuckled. Gabriel chuckled too, "I'm not." Oh, that sucks Leon pursed his lips. He sat up, "tell me what you think about me now? Do I look like a s*x machine to you now?" Gabriel was just blinking, probably surprised at the question, "no. I don't think you are." Oh, that was the first Leon was surprised it made him smile. "Then if I asked you to have s*x with me would you do it?" Leon reached for a glass of water in front of him and drank. Gabriel smirked, "I think I would." Leon choked on his water and coughed out. Gabriel laughed and Leon coughed more. Gabriel stood up and walked towards his desk. He opened a drawer, took something out and handed Leon a card. He sat down and Leon looked at what he had been given. It seemed to be a business card but it somehow looked better than a business card. It's as thick as one of his credit cards with just one logo in front. "I think you will need that. For the last three months now, I have realized this would be helpful to you." Leon looked at the card again and the address at the back showed not too far from where he lived. "Uhm, is this a discount card for a s*x therapist?" Leon laughed. "No. It's different." his doctor friend smiled. Leon sighed and put the card inside his wallet, "I could still take you up on that s*x though, old friend. Maybe the answer to my satisfaction is another alpha." Gabriel laughed again, "No, that's not your answer. And I'm sorry, but like I said, I'm taken." Leon laughed boisterously, "I feel rejected. Good for you. By who?" Gabriel just chuckled before he pressed the intercom and spoke towards it, "Zara... Prepare Mr. Marek's paper and give it to me now." Leon suddenly got the idea who it was. The door opened and Zara walked in with his file and handed it to Gabriel. Ahh of course! That's where the alpha scent is coming from. He could tell they f****d each other but he couldn't tell that they were a couple when he first got there. But when Gabriel gave her a glance and Zara smiled back, that confirmed it. She walked out with a warm smile on her lips and closed the door behind her. Leon chuckled, "Okay then. I'll leave you alone starting today. I hope whatever this card is, it will really help. Maybe this time you will keep me out of your clinic." Leon stood up and opened the door. He was already out of the room when Gabriel called him back. "Leon?" He turned and Gabriel was standing by the door, "Yeah, doc?" "If you visit that address on the card, tell them Doctor Marquez sent you." "Okay." He smiled and then closed the door. Leon turned to Zara and gave her his payment for this session. He stared at Zara while he waited for her to finish. Unmarked lucky omega... He smiled at her and she handed a receipt to him, "thanks for the visit, Mr. Marek." Leon smiled and left the clinic. He took the card out and looked at it with a smile as he walked to his parked car, "hmmm... Doctor Marquez..." He went home that day and laid on his bed while looking at the card. No phone number, just address. He grabbed his laptop and searched for the address and it was six blocks from his apartment. He is glutted with curiosity as to how this piece of card would help him with his strange addiction. Then an email notification popped up on his laptop. ~~~ALPHA ULTIMATE PARTY @ MEMOIRS TONIGHT! 10:00 PM ‘TILL THE BREAK OF DAWN! BE THERE OR BE THE LOSER TALK OF THE TOWN! #1 RULE: DON'T BRING YOUR OMEGAS!!!~~~ Leon snorted and closed his laptop, "that place will be full of assholes again." He stood up when a message chimed on the phone. He stared at it for a long time and then it chimed once more. He picked it up and read the message. Feline? He read the email. Dear Customer, Your reservation has been scheduled! We’ll see you there! Thank you! ~ Feline ~ Leon got more confused now, "who the f**k is this now? Why are there a lot of spam texts and emails coming to me? I don't even feel like going out tonight!" He threw his phone away and went to the bathroom to take a shower. He looked at himself in the mirror after he was done. He shook his head when his ex flashed in his memories again. When he remembered how his relationship ended, he bawled his fist from anger. He should have marked her, he wouldn't be in this situation if he just did what he had to do as an alpha. But what would happen if he marked her and it was against her will? Leon looked at himself in the mirror. His eyes were dark red. He is supposed to be superior and dominant, but with his past lover he seemed more submissive. He was like a dog who follows her around and does whatever she wants. He sighed, "I should have f****d her brains out! I guess it's too late now... She's getting f****d by someone else now! Good for you Marek!" Leon's attention was caught by his phone ringing. He walked out and picked up his phone from the floor. The number was unknown. "Marek," he answered. "Hi, good afternoon, I'm calling from Feline. We would like to confirm if you received our notification regarding your reservation?" said the sultry voice at the other end. Leon shook his head, confused, "I'm sorry I didn't make any reservations. You got the wrong number." "Isn't this Mr. Leon Marek?" "Uhm... Yes, but I didn't make any reservations anywhere at all. So, whatever that is, cancel it. Somebody may have used my name." "I see. We're sorry to hear that. We will cancel your reservation then. Have a great day." Leon looked at his phone when the person on the other line disconnected right away. Then his phone chimed again. An invite came out of his email. ~~~ALPHA ULTIMATE PARTY @ MEMOIRS TONIGHT! 10:00 PM TILL BREAK OF DAWN! BE THERE OR BE THE LOSER TALK OF THE TOWN! #1 RULE: DON'T BRING YOUR OMEGAS!!!~~~ Leon shrugged his shoulders, "Maybe I should just come here and pass the time." Leon pressed the YES button to confirm his attendance. * Leon got out of his car and sighed while he stared at one of the most popular bars in town. Tonight is an exclusive party for alphas. He usually gets invites to these parties from one person only. Just as he was contemplating going inside, his phone rang. As soon as he answered, he heard that deep voice coming from his friend Ronin Reed, "where the f**k are you?!" Leon sighed and rolled his eyes, "I'm outside of Memoirs." "'Then what the f**k are you doing there? You're late! Get the f**k inside before you miss the main course!" Ronin yelled. He may be surrounded by fake friends, but Ronin and Gabriel are not one of them. Ronin and Gabriel are the only ones who know about his heartache and his strange addiction. He confides in both of them. And they both seemed to be trying their eager best to cure him of it. "Leon f*****g Marek!! Get inside because you're missing a lot!" Ronin yelled over the loud music in his background. Leon laughed before he hung up and just sighed, "this had better be worth my f*****g time..."
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