I looked at how the entire room was in total darkness despite it being dawn. I knew it was daytime, because the digital clock on the nightstand, which glows white, told me so. The alarm had gone off, and although the sound was somewhat annoying, I had no desire to get up and stop it. The clock was showing six in the morning, and I wondered why this was so, if he never left his room during the day. At least I hadn't noticed coming out at day time. I was still curled up with my red wig on, as well as my coat. I knew that I should have gotten out of this bed which wasn’t mine, left this room that didn’t not belong to me, but there was so much discouragement and reluctance that I had in my entire mind and my entire body, that I simply did not feel like moving. I took a deep breath and let

