"I can't, Axel. His son still hurts me to this day. Don't think that I don't know about the girls Leo f***s. I can feel the pain each time he does." An ache in my heart throbs so painfully that it has me clutching at my chest. The ache, though painful, wasn't as strong as the first month of being rejected. I remember nights I spent curled up into a ball in my bed sobbing from the throbbing of missing the other half of your soul.
"I understand, Amby Bamby. Let me know when you're ready, and I'll have him join our call one night." Axel reassures, a sad smile on his lips. He could never understand the pain that I'm going through, but at least he never forced the issue of talking to Blue onto me. As always, Axel is patient with me.
"Thank you. I'll call tomorrow as usual. Good night, A
