His words lingered in my head, sharp and concise, as though they'd been chiseled into the marble floor I stood on. "You have no idea who you are."
I tried to smile, tried to dismiss it like some monologue from some over-the-top stranger I'd never see again. But as I pushed through the glinting gala, champagne glasses clinking, violins resonating in the air, and conversation bubbling around me, I couldn't breathe for the heaviness of them.
Who was he to do this? To approach me with that kind of hubris, as if he understood something about me that I didn't?
I forced myself to laugh when Marcy, one of my colleagues from the event planning firm, tugged at my arm. “Lexi, you’re zoning out. That’s not like you. The mayor’s wife is waiting on those floral adjustments near the podium, come on.”
Her voice reminded me. Work. My north star. My reason for being here in the first place. Tonight's gala wasn't about me, it was about perfect execution, lighting that had taken weeks to hone, delivery of speeches I'd rehearsed in my head a hundred times.
But as I nodded, I felt it. That tingle at the back of my neck.
Someone was watching me.
I adjusted my dress strap and swept the crowded ballroom. Chandeliers shed gold light on glittering tables, upon which women in silk and men in tailored suits whispered behind faces of subterfuge. Everything was fine. No one suspicious glanced back. And yet,
There.
By the corner of the most distant pillar, half-covered in the darkness, was a man. Not Julian. He was taller, broader shoulders, dressed in an impeccable black suit without a bow tie, the kind that melted into the night as if he belonged there. His eyes, I couldn't discern the color from this distance, but I felt that they fixed on me, unblinking, steady.
The moment I spotted him, he shifted. Not from me. Just slightly to show he'd seen me looking at him.
Marcy's hold on my wrist tightened. "Lexi, seriously, are you okay?"
"Sure," I lied, my voice gruffier than I wanted. "Just.late night."
I strode to the podium, staff hurrying past me, straightening centerpieces, smiling politely at donors who barely noticed me. But every time I turned my head, every time I allowed my gaze to wander across the room, I caught sight of him again. Watching. Waiting.
And it wasn't Julian.
My chest ached from holding my breath by the time speeches began. I was positioned slightly off center in the room, looked behind a curtain, double-checking each cue was just so. The mayor droned on, thanking sponsors, thanking the city's expansion, but my gaze never left that dark form.
He was still motionless.
Not when waiters passed by him. Not when a burst of laughter erupted near the champagne fountain. Not even when couples drifted toward the dance floor. He stood molded in place, his gaze locked on me as if I were the only person in the entire glittering hall.
I attempted to convince myself it was nerves. Perhaps he was simply security. Perhaps he'd confused me with someone else. But my gut knotted tighter with each covert glance.
Then, as the audience applauded the last speech, he was gone.
Vanished.
I blinked repeatedly, sweeping my gaze across the crowd, my heart pounding in my ears. Nothing. The space next to the column remained vacant, shadows engulfing the marble.
"Lexi!" Marcy whispered, grabbing my sleeve again. "They're coming up to take the governor up, move the mic stand, hurry."
I moved in response, my body going on automatic, but my brain running at high speed.
And then, as I was moving back from the stage, adjusting the mic, a voice stroked my ear from behind. Low. Smooth. Close enough that my skin prickled.
"Be careful where you look tonight."
I froze. Turned.
But there was nobody there.
Only the crowd, smiling, vacant, the music filling for the opening dance.
My heart pounded. My breathing was labored. The champagne flutes in the tray I'd almost run into rattled as the waiter cursed at me to watch out.
I fought towards the door of the ballroom, my heels pounding the polished floor too harshly. Air. All I required was air.
But the moment I swung the terrace doors open, the night closed in around me and I was not alone.
A figure stood propped against the stone railing, city lights blazing behind him like a burning crown. His voice rode the night, calm, controlled.
"Your father would never have wanted you here."
The words struck me with greater force than the chill night air.
I grasped the doorframe, hanging on. "Excuse me?" My voice was tighter than I'd meant it to be, cold with the kind of fear I'd vowed not to show.
The man did not move from the railing. His pose was almost slothful, one hand in his pocket, the other loosely uncurled on the stone edge as if the sight of the glistening city below was his. His eyes only moved, dark, sharp, impenetrable, to meet mine.
"Your father," he repeated, calm, as if the phrase required no elaboration. "He built his life so that you would never find yourself in places like this."
My lips became parched. A thousand refusals, explanations, and justifications tangled on my tongue, but none got out past my lips. Instead, I moved ahead, for to go back would be a weakness.
"My father's dead," I stated, levelly.
Something flitted across his face, approval, maybe, or remorse. It was gone before I could know it.
“Yes,” he said. “And his death left more questions than answers. Questions men like Blackwood hope you’ll never ask.”
The name lodged in my chest. Julian. The stranger said it like a weapon, not a man.
I forced a laugh, brittle and thin. “You’re drunk. Or insane. Either way, you’re trespassing on a private event.”
He smiled, slow and deliberate, like I'd proved his point. "You really do believe you were brought here for your work? Because you're good at putting out tables and timing lights?" He shook his head. "You were brought here because of who you are. And Julian Blackwood types of men don't waste years searching without reason.".
My heart pounded. The room behind me pulsed with music and laughter, muffled through the terrace doors. I ached to turn and run back to safety and sound, but my legs didn't move.
"Who are you?" I whispered.
"A friend." His reply came too easily, too readily. "A watchman. Nothing more."
I laughed. "Friends don't follow people around ballrooms. Or murmur warnings into someone's ear like a ghost."
That earned me another smile, but this one didn’t reach his eyes. “Sometimes the truth requires shadows. Sometimes the only way to protect someone is to be where they least expect it.”
I wrapped my arms around myself, not because of the chill, but because every instinct screamed to hold something together. “Protect me from what?”
His eyes went soft. For an instant, hardly more, he seemed nearly human, nearly sympathetic. "In copying the same mistake your father made."
I blinked. The words revolved in my mind like splintered glass. "You don't know my father," I said, and it was defensive, weak.
His silence was more eloquent. He had known him.
The streetlights faded against his hard face, gold and shadow. I wanted to insist on a hundred questions, what mistake? Why me? What did Julian have to do with all of it? but my throat clamped them closed.
Instead, I could get out, "If you know so much, why creep around the corners? Why not come over and speak to me in the light of day, like a normal human being?"
"Because daylight is theirs," he said bluntly. "And you…you're not ready to see how deep this goes."
The terrace doors opened then, emptying us in laughter and light. I flinched, instinctively turning. Marcy came out, her face reddened from champagne, her voice carrying above the music. "Lexi, there you are! I've been searching everywhere, oh." She spotted him then, her words stuttering.
I turned back
And he was gone.
No sound of retreat. No footsteps. Just vanished into the night, as if the shadows had swallowed him whole.
Marcy furrowed her brows. "Who was that?"
My lips parted, but nothing came out. I shook my head unwillingly. "I…don't know."
She arched an eyebrow. "Well, he was emitting stalker vibes. Be careful, Lexi. You've been working too much, don't start seeing things, okay?" She slung her arm around mine and pulled me back inside. "Now come on, the governor's daughter is demanding a new bouquet arrangement, and if I have to deal with her myself, I'm going to throttle her with a tulip."
Her chattering dragged me back into the heat and light, but my mind remained on the balcony, on the man who spoke as if he carried weights heavier than the chandeliers above us.
The rest of the night was a blur. Adjustments, instructions, smiles stuck on. But every giggle sounded forced, every glass of champagne delicate. I sensed eyes following me even after the stranger had disappeared.
When the last guest had departed and the evening gala was at an end, exhaustion hung from my skin like a wet cloak. I lingered by the door, clipboard still grasped in my hand, scanning the now-emptying ballroom as if hoping for his sudden reappearance.
He did not.
"Good work tonight," Marcy yawned, collecting her things. "Go home, get some sleep. You look like you've seen a ghost."
Maybe I had.
I took my jacket and went out into the cold night. My vehicle was parked up, headlights slicing through the dark road. I climbed behind the driving seat, gripping the wheel tighter than necessary, and drew a deep breath.
"Get yourself together, Lexi," I snarled.
The city fell behind me as I walked home, skyscrapers giving way to quieter streets. My apartment building loomed familiar, comforting in its blandness. I pulled into the parking lot, climbed up the stairs, and unlocked the door.
Lights flicked on. Quiet surrounded me. Safe. Normal.
Until I saw it.
On the kitchen counter, leaning up against a half-full bowl of fruit, was an envelope. Cream-colored. Sealed with dark red wax.
My name scrawled across it in bold, slanted letters.
I froze. My breath caught. I had not left it there
.
Shaking hands, I retrieved it. The wax cracked beneath my thumb, the paper rough between my fingers. I unfolded the note.
And read four words that made my knees water, the room spinning.
"Trust no one. J."