●"The time has come, you have to leave with him, your new home will be with him."
I did not remain behind the shield of denial for long at all and the greatest deal of pain came when I had to scan through, process and go over the details of Dom's death. The bloody, grisly scene Quil depicted was recreated possibly three times worse, more sundering and ugly in my mind than the actual crime scene was. The rest of Sunday went as a blur for me. After receiving the news of Dom's death, I just shut down and allowed the world to carry on without me. I do not think I have ever cried this much my whole life. When I lost Red, Orlean, Bass and Vin I was hit hard, harder than I thought I could manage at that age, but with Dom, losing him hit differently, I was inflicted with a whole
