CHAPTER 19 “Conflicting Feelings.” Alessandro Vittorio Bianchi. I do not trust her. Hell, I do not trust anyone. Yet, I cannot get her out of my f*****g head, it is slowly driving me insane, and I am not even kidding. What is so special about her? I can get any woman I want; I do not even have to put any effort but I have never bothered. No woman has ever made me become bothered, at least not in the essence that I cannot get her out of my mind. It was always purely physical, and nothing more. But then again, I have not been with anyone in three years—since I got married. Do I not like the wife? Very much so and I am still on about divorcing her, but I am not a cheater. It may be a marriage I do not want, but I try to be loyal. At least, until this woman came into my life two weeks ag

