"Please, Rosa, please tell me that Xander had it all wrong and he lost his mind due to the stress of the wedding." I saw the pleading in Dorian's eyes. Another person I'd let down, another person who was angry with me why was I so upset with myself? I knew as soon as the lies came tumbling down, I'd be left with people disappointed in me. I was used to it; that was all I was good at doing. Screwing up and disappointing people. "I can't tell you that, Dorian, because I'd be lying," I answered as I closed my eyes. No more lies, Rosa. "Why... why did you feel like you had to do that? Had Xander not helped you in any way..." I could see Dorian struggling with this just as much as I was. "ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK!" I shouted at Dorian and then covered my ears as I broke all over again. It seem

