NOTE: Please be aware of the chapters point of view. 31 My attention is fixed on the scenery outside the sliding glass window as thoughts run in my head. It was like I was back in my original position and self. My arms are crossed while my back leaning to the chair and no words have been leaving my mouth since the moment Kai and Ryder left the room. The only thing I did was place my tumblr on the fridge and sat on my usual chair in silence. At some point, I don’t have any idea how I should interpret things. Deep inside me, I know that Ryder’s arrival here today is just to make us feel bothered by him. He is up to something and I wasn’t sure why I feel certain that it wasn’t really because of me. Everything just doesn’t add up. The moment he showed up at that party, approaching us as if

