NOTE: Please be aware of the chapters point of view. 36 Does it feel normal when one talks into the familiar hallways that she always walks on almost every single day to feel so new about it? The used to be hallways that are so hard to walk on that even one single move will be watched and you always need to be careful suddenly feels like nothing anymore but a normal path. From walking on eggshells, suddenly, you feel like you can stand and walk like what you want to be… but it’s not always like that everytime. The people you used to want to stay away from you and to vanish in your life, you suddenly had the feeling of wanting them back. The feeling of sudden burger of welcoming them back in your life after continuous persistent and convincing that you won’t be needing them anymore, not

