Never Give Up

Chapter 6 - Taylor

Tears are streaming down my face, my body contorts in pain. That bastard put a knife to me before stealing my innocence once more. Who gave him the f*****g right? Why am I allowing so much power over me? I need to find Reece.

Using what is left of my clothes, I try to wipe the blood and his scent off me. I feel so sick, broken, and angry. I’m in a daze, a drop of his dirty come dribbling down my leg. It takes everything to stop myself from vomiting, wiping the tears from my eyes as I focus on the anger I have.

Staring into the dark, running everything through my mind, I reach out my arm, flinching when the piece of paper I dropped grazes my hand. Zane. Mr. “I won't let anything happen to you”. Well, Mr. “I got this”, I was just attacked by your damn…I have no freaking clue who he is.

“I f*****g hate you. Do you hear me? I…Fucking…Hate…You…Both!”

Allowing myself to just feel, even if it is the anger boiling through my veins. But at least I was feeling something other than the pain from the abuse.

Slumping down, exhausted, so many pieces of the story are missing. I’m confused with what the hell is going on.

“And if Zane thinks he’s coming near me again, I’m going to kick his ass,” I yell.

Arms folded, legs crossed, and sulking… That’s me right now. That’s how I feel and how I am going to be. Surely my Mama would have raised the alarm by now.

Closing my eyes, I try to rest my aching body. Muscles I didn’t even know existed want to make themselves known to me. This is going to suck and I know he won’t even care.

I can't go through that again. I can smell him, taste him, feel him inside me. He put the fear of death in me. I don't think I will ever be able to stand up to him, and I know I will never trust another man again.

"Taylor, I'm here with you. we'll be ok" my eyes widen as I finally hear her, after all this time of thinking it was never going to happen to me.

"Hello" I cry out in ny mind, not wanting to scare away my wolf.

"Hello Taylor, it's so good to meet you. Just hang on ok, our mate will save us. I'm sorry I'm just so weak at the moment, just know I am here. You are not alone." I can't help but allow my tears to fall, the worse Alpha out there is breaking my spirit, but alas now my wolf's.

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They say when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Well, what happens when life gives you darkness and fear? I’m still in this room, pretty much naked, and I haven’t had anything to eat or drink since…damn I can’t remember. A day? Week? Month? Year?. I’m going crazy in here. I just don't understand what the hell is going on.

Boom, boom, boom…

That’s all I can hear as Alpha moves about. Sounds like a stampede of elephants or something along those lines. I hope to f**k he isn't coming in here again because I just couldn't do it. I don't want him near me, so I try to be as quiet as possible.

When the door creaks open, my heart speeds up. Closing my eyes to appear asleep, I hope whoever it is will leave me alone.

“Reece?” Dammit, again with my sister’s name, who the hell is this? It doesn’t sound like Alpha, but I’m too scared to open my eyes. I can feel my body starting to tremble.

As soon as I begin to think about taking a peek, I get ripped from the mattress and thrown over Alpha’s shoulder. f**k!

“Where are you taking me? Please, let me go.”

"Taylor, stay calm" my wolf whispers whilst attempting to hide her growl.

I’m taken to a bright, cold room with a dirty tiled floor that looks like someone bled all over it. Oh, that’s disgusting. Wait… Is this a bathroom? I hear the shower start, then I am flung into it.

“Clean yourself up. You’ve got five minutes,” Alpha orders, raking his eyes down my body. I feel sick as he watches me clean myself. This is not how I pictured my life going.

“Why are you doing this to me?” I ask, my voice quivering. Come on, Taylor. You’ve got this. Don’t let him see you weak.

“Well, Angel, I saw you with Zane and you are such a mighty diamond, I just couldn’t let you be with a f**k up like him.”

Taking a deep breath, I try to gather my strength. I know I’m going to have to pretend to be Reece if I’m going to survive this.

“What can I call you ?” Being nice to him doesn't feel right at all.

“Angel, all I want you to do is submit to me and do as you’re told. If you do that, I will treat you like the f*****g Queen that you are. However, if you fail to listen to instructions, you and I are going to have problems.”

My stomach drops as Alpha brings his knife out and holds it to my throat. For a wolf he sure does like playing with guns and knives.

“Do you have any problems, Angel?”

I shake my head slightly. Alpha pushes me against the wall of the shower, holding me by my throat as he runs the blade down my skin.

“Let’s get something straight. I will not take your s**t. I shall have you whenever and wherever, and you will not dictate to me. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes, sir.”

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BANG! BANG! BANG!

“Alpha! You better get your f*****g ass out here!” Oh, God thank you. I couldn’t take anymore of the abuse. The belt is so tight, I’m finding it difficult to feel my fingers.

“Sorry, Angel. You’re just going to have to wait a little longer. Don’t move.”

Don’t move, he seriously said that to me. I hold my groan, hoping what he said earlier is true. That if I didn’t fight I would be punished, I’m yet to witness this mercy. Right now I can't open my eyes because he had just left his swimmers all over my face.

"This is degrading." my wolf snorts in discuss.

"You think?" I reply sarcastically.

Why the hell does he keep doing this to me? Why am I being subjected to this torture? Thank you to whomever was banging on the damn door.

Turning my body so I am on all fours, I am able to release some of the pressure on my wrists. Using my teeth, I pull on the belt, trying to loosen it. When it doesn’t budge, I start to think that it’s a pointless exercise, but I’ll be damned if I don't fight as much as possible. Please, Lord, help a girl out.

"Here, let me try, just picture my canines and they should come out" I do as she asks whimpering from the pain.

Shit, he’s going to be so pissed when he gets back, I’m probably going to get it harder. This is not supposed to happen to nice people. All I want to do is curl up and read the next part of the Forever Series. I don't even think I have the strength to fight anymore. It only turns him on more anyway.

When I find my sister, I’m going to open all cans of whoop-ass on her. How can she live with herself right now?

"Taylor keep going," my wolf urges and I am finally able to break my bonds.

"What is your name?" I ask as I rub each wrist in turn.

"Zora, but you can not tell him my name. We are a very important duo Taylor, at the moment they have no idea. You must keep my name a secret, now quickly arm yourself."