Sienna DiMarco
I felt so stupid… and ashamed. I immediately thought the worst of him, when he has proven to me over and over that I can trust him. How can I be this dumb? I closed my eyes and saw the way his eyes changed. How disappointed he was when I showed him that I didn´t trust him? I saw how I hurt him, and I think I need to be accountable for this and show him that he matters to me more than what he believes.
I mean, if he comes back, because so far I have been a pain in his ass. Instead of a partner, someone he can trust and rely on. This changes now.
I told him I needed help, and I am determined to get all the help I can get. I grew up technically isolated, because I was separated and singled out to be Frederick´s wife. I wish I had a female friend, yet… I am alone… except…
