I’ve stopped talking to people.
Not because I’m angry.
Not because I’m scared of them.
But because he listens harder when I’m silent.
That’s how I found the fourth note—not in a public place, not on my car, not on the mirror. It was under my tongue.
Yes.
I woke up with the bitter taste of paper in my mouth. Rolled tight, like a secret I’d swallowed in my sleep. I choked. Coughed until it dropped onto my pillow, damp and curling at the edges.
> “Even when you say nothing… I hear you.”
It took everything in me not to scream. I wanted to throw the paper. Burn it. Call someone—anyone. But the truth was, I couldn’t trust anyone. Not even myself.
Because somewhere in all this, a part of me had begun to respond. Not with letters. Not with messages. But with behavior.
I closed the blinds more often.
I changed my route to work.
I hesitated before stepping into the shower.
He noticed. I know he did. Because the next day, I received a package—wrapped in black paper, tied with a red string.
Inside was a dress.
A long, silky red one… the exact shade I’d paused to admire weeks ago in a boutique window. I never told anyone about that dress. I didn’t buy it. I just stood there for a moment and imagined what it would feel like on my skin.
He knew.
He saw.
He remembered.
There was no note this time. Just the dress—and a dried rose tucked inside the folds.
I should have burned it. I should have screamed. I should have done anything but what I did.
I held it up to my body in the mirror.
And for the first time in days, I smiled.
Only for a second.
But I did.