Black Sheep’s Internet World

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This is Social Media World I was never the person who liked being me in f*******:. I usually go by the name, Kurø Chan. Before that all happened, it all started when i was 11 , when i found the group of Roleplaying World. Everyone pretended to be like they're in another simulations using these "*" The rules were no MAIN ACCOUNTS. So... i decided to make a new one but i didn't know how. So i went through google and searched how to create a new f*******: account. Good thing we have it these days. So i created a new profile.. I went as Raveen Serene. Joined that private group and there i saw Anime pictures where they pretend it was them. Some are even couples there, but don't tell me in real life too? I learned that in Roleplay World.. You can escape REALITY. I went through google again to find some anime that fits my agenda and there i found everything in black, the hair, the clothes and everything. I uploaded it on my computer then posted it on the group with the caption. "Hey everyone i'm new here, can someone tour me around?" Then 3 People commented on it acting they were touring me around and all. It all started there. I became one of the roleplayers and i became addicted. 2 years later, i kept roleplaying and roleplaying and roleplaying eventually i found out what hentai roleplay means. (s*x) and pffttt even at 13 years old i knew how to do it. But i was so f*****g scared to do it in real life because people said it was painful. I joined alot of Roleplay World Groups and Chats. Also met internet friends but sooner they left then i met a guy name Aaron Kiryu. I mean.. This is where i actually got the feeling of love. He treated me in the roleplay nicely and also treated me nicely outside of roleplay too. I thought that Main accounts are banned from Roleplay World but when i checked his account.. He was a cosplayer. He got good cosplays but he ain't that hot..and also he looks kinda older like.. 21-24. He asked for my picture and i was like.. Bruh. I'm 13. I have to find another way. So i went to my main account and searched some beautiful same age like him pictures and so i did. A sister in law of a friend of mine. There i knew how to catfish. Using pics that it's not me. People say that they were insecured people who would do that but i guess i am. Or maybe that i was scared... Scared of being unloved because it was my first time. I sent the photo and his reaction was too good. He said he was lucky and i said.. 'if only i was that prettier.' We both became Top Couple Roleplayers in a group called Fantasy World. And he confessed there that his feelings were completely genuine and he wanted to see me... and there... My heart felt the same but i know hes inlove with the pic im sending him. So.. he wanted to video call me but i said my camera is broken and he believed me like "yeah sure okay." Good thing tho but i knew he was gonna ask for it again. Now i also met someone in a Roleplay Group, his name was Takeshi and we became super close friends. We shared s**t together online, but we didn't know eachothers names. We didn't know eachothers pictures.. We stayed anonymous but we were super super close. I felt like that was all roleplay? But it wasn't. I am different in social media.. and nobody knows that, not even my highschool friends.
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