The Girl Behind The Books

Chapter 2

Brendon's POV

I really felt bad for laughing at um...I don't know her name, I just never really cared about getting to know people.

But when I saw her face turn bright red and her eyes watering, I started regretting that I even started laughing at her... but oh who cares? She is just some girl. I'll just apologize later.

"Dude!Earth to Brendon!" said Theo."Who you daydreaming about?" he says while wiggling his eyebrows at me. I nudge him, quite harder than I usually do." no one, I just feel bad for laughing at that girl that sits behind me in a few of my classes"I say. "Ouch man, that hurt," he says rubbing his arm.

As I look up, I see a blonde girl stomping up to me, and then pushes me against the lockers behind me, for a second I thought she was gonna kiss me, but instead, I got a kick in my balls.

I fell down in pain and got my self to talk"What the f*ck was that for?" She bent down and leaned in towards me.

"Why did you laugh at Emma in class?! What has she ever done to you ?!?! You made her cry her eyes are swollen now, she is still in the god damn bathroom, feeling so f*cking embarrassed she wants to die. Are you happy?! For making an innocent girl cry for getting bullied? Geez" getting back up, she brushed the hair that was in her face and stormed away.

As soon as I got back up, all I could think about was what she said, it was echoing in my head, and I felt worse.

But honestly, that b*tch is crazy, how does Emma handle her?

"Whoa, dude you alright?"Theo says as he puts a hand on my shoulder.

I shake my head and say "ya, I'm good" After that, all I can think about is Emma, I can't believe I made an innocent girl cry..for getting bullied.

I have to apologize when I get the chance to. Even if I was supposed to be mean and sh*t, I still knew when I went too far.

Emma's POV

Oh god, I wonder what Becky did to Brendon.

Even if Becky doesn't do anything to Brendon, he won't like you.

You're ugly.

Pathetic.

He was laughing at you, you're worthless.

I shook my head trying to shut out the voices in my head.

"Its gonna be okay, Becky won't do anything serious, I'm sure, just don't think about it" I look up at Ella, forcing a small smile, and nodded. Then she gave me a hug.

After a while, we hear the bathroom door open and see Becky comes in brushing her hands together and her evil smirk told me everything, she actually meant what she said when she said that she'd karate chop Brendon...I hope he is fine.

"What happened? What did you do?"I say in a low squeaky voice."I just gave him a quick lecture and came here" she says shrugging. Ella and I looked at each other knowing Becky isn't telling us everything that had happened.

When lunch was over, I finally got my ass out of the bathroom, thanks to my best friends' encouraging words, I felt much better.

As I started to head for class, I was really glad no one was laughing at me or anything.

I went and opened my locker checked my schedule and got my books for physics, I just realized, Brendon would be in that class

Sh*t I'm so worried, I don't even want to see his face.

I feel like I'm gonna burst into tears when I look at his face... Maybe I can skip that class too?

I look up to Becky and asked"Are you sure you just gave him a lecture? You didn't do anything else right??"She nodded then slowly shakes her head say "no actually I kicked him in the balls...DONT HATE ME PLEASE"I started giggling as Becky nudges me playfully.

"Did he look okay afterward?"I ask. "Actually after I gave him a lecture, he looked pretty upset". I look at her in shock. He looked upset? Did he actually regret laughing at me?

Bullsh*t.

"Seriously?" I asked. "Well I don't know to be honest with you, but he did look like he regrets laughing," she said.

My jaw slightly drops as she just stares at me"close your mouth dumbass, your gonna catch flies" she laughed.

I just glare at her. "Anyways, got to go, see you later," Becky tells me as I nod.

You can't be that stupid to believe what she said right?

He doesn't care about you.

No one does.

Becky and Ella aren't even your friends, they just feel bad for you.

You don't deserve them.

I groaned hitting my forehead with my hand.

Shut up

You know we are right darling

Just go away

You're nothing without us.

I am used to having these kinds of small weird conversations with the voices in my head.

I try hard not to listen to them but always at the end, I know they are right.

I open my book to read and distract myself from thinking.

I have a while before the bell rings anyway.

Soon the bell rang, I quickly walked towards my next class.

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-Sarah