Noah Past Natalie's wedding is taking place tomorrow morning. She is marrying Alaric, and I can't think. I can't sleep. My head is a jumbled mess, and my heart beats out of rhythm. I love Natalie. I love her so much it's physically painful. And all I want is for Natalie to be happy, even if it destroys me. But is she, though? Is Natalie happy? I roll around in my bed next to Lexie and rake my fingers through my hair. Natalie is a spreading disease. I love her, and I can't fight how that woman takes over my entire system. Ever since my memories came back, I have thought about her every minute. I can't breathe. And if I close my eyes, Natalie is there, smiling at me. She is the most beautiful person I've ever seen, inside and out. Pure. That woman is brighter than the sun. Beautif

