Darcy. I had reached a conclusion, staying back here is only to remind me of how much no one ever wanted me. A constant reminder that I am nothing but trash. Since last night, I had cried myself to sleep and when I woke up, looking at myself in the mirror, I couldn’t stop the tears. It hurts, even though I tried to act like it doesn’t. I felt betrayed, despite the fact that I had expected something like this. I was so naive that I should have seen it coming but I didn’t. I let myself to get blinded by the lies that my heart had always told me. I wouldn’t have gotten to this stage if I hadn’t believed my heart. First it was Chris that lied to me, to take advantage of my innocence, then Heath that thought I was so stupid to date her brother because of whatever reason she had in her head

