I've never been more grateful to have work Monday morning than I was today. I had been tossing and turning all night so I ended up getting up about 1/2 hour early, giving up any pretense of even cat napping. Surprisingly, I ended up beating Mrs. Dobbs to the library. So I set everything up, forcing my mind on work, pushing everything else aside because I knew I wouldn't be able to stop myself from breaking down if I didn't. The last thing I wanted was to have a mental breakdown while at work. Not to mention today we had several classes of elementary school students coming to visit the library to learn about the Dewey decimal system and get their very own library cards. So luckily it would be a busy day. It wasn't until she walked through the door that I remembered Katie was now here on we

