Akira
Have you ever felt the fear of unknown? Like when everything is going good and you're finally happy, a nagging feeling occurs. Involuntarily we start questioning if our reality is a dream and then a sudden fear of being taken away from all your happiness strikes us painfully. We panic and try to absorb as much as possible and that eventually leads to the end of our happiness.
This is exactly what happening to me right now. I'm trying to not panic but it's hard to feel comfortable around these felicity when all my life I have experienced very little happiness. Since I was little girl I had learnt that happiness comes to those who work hard for it but these past few day I'm filled with the joy.
And love.
A luxury that I don't think I deserve. I don't know how to manage myself in i
