Akira
My heart is puzzled by Romero's sudden withdrawal as he leads me back. I'm trying to think what has caused his change of mood. But by the way he is not stumbling and keeping himself together, I think it's because he is kinda sober now. I guess he must have realised that he has spoken too much for today or he has said something he didn't mean to and that turned him distant.
This is what I was fearing whole time, that he would become like this once he is sober. When he is drunk, it feels like he is with me and I could touch him, reach him. He lets his guard down when he is wasted and that makes him perceptible.
Right now I want nothing more than to go back when he was kissing me and hugging me tight. When he was palpable with those speaking grey orbs. My only comfort is the way he
