The Panamanian Moon wolf

SORRY!!!

Paval

I wanted to run after her, I wanted tell her it was mistake that I wasn’t trying to protect Emily bc I had feelings. I want to explain everything but my legs wouldn’t go. I stood in shock at how that looked. My glare turns to Emily. Do you realize what you just did? She my true mate.

Emily

“So why you protect me instead of her?” I see his anger but no true mate protects another like that. I knew he has had feelings for me deep down. “ Emily, I just wanted to save you from being killed.” He replayed . Now I am just confused and hurt. So that all is all I could scream!!

Paval

Yes!!! I have seen how she fights. She would have killed you! You weren’t anything to me and you know this Emily. I never wanted anything relationship wise. Now I may have just lost my mate. My true mate all because I protected you!

How can you say this to me when I have been there for you with everything. Huh Paval ?!??

Emily you just don’t understand what it feels to finally feel the bond. I didn’t think It would effect me this way. It’s different, you will understand once you meet yours but right now I have to find mine. I never wanted one but this feeling of hurting her because you wanted to claim me when you know it wasn’t like that between you. I am sorry you may have felt that but this us whatever we had ends now. I knew after I said that Emily face became red and evil. The laugh that came out of her mouth brought some of my hair to stand up.

“ so you think you can just use me and rid of me like that.” Well Paval, just wait and see. I will make sure no one has you. “f**k, I forget I am messing with a witch and dark one.” I am sorry all u could say and I bolted out the door. I had to find her the scent was faint but I am better tracker then any of creatures in this kingdom. No, I didn’t want a mate but the feeling, the kiss and the most beautiful she wolf I ever seen. I ran through the woods weaving back and fourth till I hit the waterfall. s**t!! She must of took the water to lose her scent. I could only sit there watch the water glistening. Deep in thought ! Alright Paval get it together she lives on same floor. My wolf finally opened up. Hey dumbass just go wait till she comes home. I swear I’ll never speak to you again if you made me lose my mate. Shane pulls back into my mind. I can feel him hurt and angry. s**t, shit.... this is what I didn’t want to deal with. I shift back into my wolf and we slowly head back to the dorm. Only to hope she will show up. So I can explain everything....

Lyana

The sun was coming up. It was a amazing view see the sun rise. It would have a moment to share with someone. I shook my head and Lolita head back to the dorms. I needed a nice shower from my achy body and all the pain I felt last night with everything falling apart in just a week. Not just one wolf but two pretty much rejected me. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I never was meant for a mate. Yep, that’s what it was! Lolita whimper at my thoughts. All i could do was roll my eyes. I told Lolita mate bond just away to heart our soul and bring us down. We must not let this ruined what we came for. Lolita finally gave in and agreed.

Once the elevator opened I could feel him, sense him and his scent was just overwhelming. No, no we aren’t going to do this. He chose his path. I stepped out of the elevator to see a blonde , muscular man drop over his knees by my door. I couldn’t help think it was adorable that a grown man can look like a small child in the corner bc his in trouble. Once the elevator closed I looked down thinking how I can get out of this without the pain. Once my head went up to look at the child man he jumped up and with his wolf speeded to me. I couldn’t help but laugh inside. I wasn’t gonna show my emotions I was taught better then this.

“Lyana, please let me explain.” Paval looked down at me with his ocean blue eyes. I could stare at them all day. Nope, nope not doing this. “What’s there to explain, Paval?” What came out next I guess I didn’t think that through. As I walked pasted him to go around him. He turned, so what I did wasn’t forgivable because I knew you could shred her to pieces literally but you could go from day one to hiding your scent from you mate? s**t, shit..... I could just palm my self in the face. How the hell could I not think about that and find a answer him. I could see his side of that point but not only that some of mate bond showed me that hurt in him because we were so close to each other. I had to stopped trying to think of how I could explain this to him.

Pavel

Once we got back to the school I shift into my human form. Feeling feelings sucks I thought to my self. “ that’s what you get.” Shane spat at me. I pulled the wall between us so I could think clearly again. I stepped out of the elevator her scent faint but still there gave me this calming feeling. I knew she wasn’t back yet but she would have to come. I decided to jump in the shower and hoped by then she was back. Once I was out I still couldn’t sense her. Wtf! Where could she have gone it’s late late. I almost wanted to cry for the first time since I was pup. No, no we grew up alpha blood we don’t cry. All I could do is stare at her door. I was gonna be here when she got back and I wasn’t about to let it go till we spoke and I could explain things. So I slide down the wall by her door and waited.

Then something hit me! We have been here over a week and I hadn’t sensed her from day one. I mean I did but she’s been so close how the hell did I not know? Shane decide to push my wall down. Maybe she covered her scent when she got her. f**k! How could I forget that we have so many creatures here that could make the potion to cover scents. Think it dinged on me, her friend that pixie. She can use her dust! Shane! Remind me to give her piece of my mind when we see her. “ noted.” As Shane growled out.... you just don’t mess with the mate bond in that way. She mad because I didn’t want her to be jailed for almost murdering someone. Yes, she has right to be mad but that what she did is worse. All I could do was wait I want answers. SO I waited eventually falling asleep with my head on my knees.

So, finally I am asleep, dry tears that came down while I waited. I heard the ding to the elevator finally looked up to her. She didn’t want to talk I could already feel it through the bond. I speed to her with my wolf speed and just stared into those brown eyes. When I asked her to let me explained she said with lace of anger in her voice “ what’s there to explain, Paval?” That’s when I woke from my trans and had to ask her and that’s no better then you hiding your scent from day one? You knew didn’t since you first got here!?! With one simple look of shock i could already tell she did. Why!!! Would u do that with out even noticing it came out with a roar!

I..... I ......

You what !?

Lolita

After he said that I couldn’t even get the words out but I needed to explain. I ... ugh just come inside then and we can talk. I was a little taken back by his attitude and some what of a roar coming from him. That’s unusual to yell at ur mate but it didn’t effect me much. He hasn’t seen my attitude just yet but I can already tell he will. I unlock my door point to the living room. Would you like anything to drink? He stacked over the couch and sat down with his hands in face and taking his hands through his blonde hair. “ No thank you, I want to talk.” Please, this is driving me crazy. Alright then let’s talk!! I walked around to take a seat. When all of sudden I am grabbed by the waist and pulled down on his lab. I couldn’t help just enjoy the touch and the sparks from him. Making me throb down there, I may have a boyfriend back home but nothing ever went Further then just kissing. I did Yelp when pulled down, Paval what are doing? He takes me into his arms warps them around me and Nuzzles in my neck taking into my scent. I can’t help it you smell lovely and it makes my heard beat touching you! I feel like I am alive! Well, I am but I am ugh i don’t know how to explain it. I couldn’t help but slightly melt into him. Look, I am sorry I hide it but I am not ready for a mate or I am now not just sure I am. After last night how can I trust you when you protect that w***e. I mean that’s now how the mate bond works. I told Lolita it wasn’t because I didn’t want you. She part of the pack, we have laws and you can’t hurt one unless a good reason. Not just because of jealousy. Well it’s not how I seen myself with my mate. Look I just got out of a relationship that I had for a long time. Maybe wrong thing to say to you mate bc I could see his wolf appear and a rumble from his chest of jealousy. Well, he isn’t your mate so good riddens. If he try’s to get you back i will kill him. Ooooohh really! As I left my brow! Well, as I got up from his laps. That’s funny how you can do that but I want to knock a b***h out and you protect her because she is your pack member. I threw my hands in the air frustration building up. My face is starting to burn up. s**t! I haven’t been this angry since I argued with my father! I can feel my wolf about to come out. So I take deep breath.