Alissa
When I got up from sleep, I saw a message of Eric in which it was written that today is a day off of the company
Probably cause he got married!!!
That s**t hits hard. I swear to god. I was still not able to sink that s**t inside of me. I am just thinking that this phase has to pass. Like, even if I have to cry every single night, I have to move on. Because, I am going to see his face every single day and I have to accept the fact that instead of me it was Cheryl who took vows in that church.
I went to cook some food. Jade was still sleeping in her room. I thought not to disturb her. I cooked some bakon and scrambled eggs. It can lighten my mood a bit, I thought. Last night was almost spent in crying. I just don't think I will ever be able to move on and I will ever find the tr
