"Vinny I- I didn't mean to say that. I'm really sorry" I apologize profusely. Hoping that he won't take my words the wrong way but it's too late. His hard, indifferent back is now completely facing me, so I know the damage has already been done. The night was not meant to end like this.
I bury my face into my hands, defeated and just start sobbing. I came here to forget everything and let go, not to be reminded of my former shame, my greatest regret. It's all coming back to me in this moment at full force and I'm powerless to stop it. The tears just coming and coming and everything just feels wrong.
I shouldn't have come to this house. If I just sucked it up back at home with Valerie then none of this would have happened. Vincent wouldn't see me like this. So broken. So vulnerable and w
