Chapter 12 -NADIA

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The gala continued behind us as though nothing sacred had just been destroyed. Crystal glasses chimed. Laughter swelled and fell in elegant waves. A string quartet shifted into a lighter melody, one meant to soothe, to charm, to erase discomfort. But for me, the music had turned into white noise, an indistinct hum that pressed against my skull. Ethan was gone, yet the space he left behind felt raw and surgical, as though someone had cut something vital from me with perfect precision and left it exposed. I stood frozen near the edge of the ballroom, my fingers curled so tightly into the fabric of my gown that the satin creased beneath my grip. My brother’s plan had worked. Ethan had not come to rescue me. He had come to remind me of what I was losing, then to take that knowledge back with him to Chicago like a sealed verdict. Luca had not moved away from my side. He stood just close enough that I could feel the heat of him through layers of fabric and propriety. He did not ask me if I was all right. He did not demand explanations. Luca De Santis was not a man who wasted words on what he could already see. He had watched my face as Ethan spoke. He had seen the fracture appear, thin and jagged, right through the center of me. “The air in here is stagnant,” Luca said at last. His voice cut through the noise cleanly, decisively. He did not wait for my consent. His hand closed around mine, firm but not cruel, grounding rather than possessive, and he guided me through the crowd toward the tall French doors at the far end of the ballroom. No one stopped us. That was the thing about power. It announced itself without ever needing to raise its voice. The doors opened onto the balcony, and the night rushed in like a held breath finally released. Cold air swept across my bare shoulders, sharp and bracing. I inhaled deeply, as though oxygen itself had been rationed inside the gala and I was only just allowed a full dose. Beyond the stone railing stretched the forest, dark and endless, a sea of black interrupted only by the faint glint of frost on branches. The Snow estate loomed behind us, its gothic towers rising like watchful sentinels. I leaned forward, bracing myself against the railing. Luca stepped beside me, close enough that our shoulders nearly touched. He rested his hands on the stone, his gaze fixed on the trees rather than on me. “He was your Chief Resident,” he said. It was not a question. I swallowed. “He was my friend.” The word felt small compared to what Ethan had represented, but it was the truest one I had. “He was the person who sat with me in the cafeteria at three in the morning when I was convinced I was too tired to save the next patient. He was the one who told me I was wasting my talent every time I doubted myself. He represents everything I am losing.” Luca remained silent for a moment. When he spoke, his voice was measured, thoughtful, not unkind. “He represents a life that exists outside of consequence,” he said. “A world where decisions are made based on want instead of necessity. He believes he can save you because he does not understand that you are already inside the machine.” I turned toward him sharply. “I am not a machine, Luca.” “No,” he agreed, finally looking at me. Moonlight caught the sharp lines of his face, softened them just enough to make him seem almost unreal. His eyes, mismatched and unsettling, held no mockery. Only certainty. “You are a surgeon,” he continued. “You understand better than most that survival often requires sacrifice. Sometimes you have to remove something healthy to save the whole.” A bitter laugh escaped me. “Is that what I am to you? A necessary excision?” He did not flinch. “You are the bond that keeps the Snow family alive,” he said calmly. “And the tether that prevents my own from overextending into a war we would all bleed from. But you are also the woman who knelt on a marble floor and saved my life when you had every reason to walk away. That makes you more than a necessity.” He paused, then added quietly, “It makes you an anomaly.” The word settled between us, heavy and strange. Luca lifted his hand, his fingers hovering near my jaw as if he meant to touch me, then stopping short. He drew his hand back, respecting the boundary I had set earlier, and the restraint in that small gesture did more to unsettle me than any force would have. “We leave in three hours,” he said. “The gala has served its purpose. My father is satisfied. Your brother has finished his performance. Milan awaits.” “And the wedding?” I asked. “The spectacle I asked for.” “It will happen,” Luca replied. “But not here. This house is a mausoleum, Nadia. You will marry me in Milan, in the Cathedral, under the eyes of my people. If this union is a war disguised as a marriage, then it deserves a proper battlefield.” The words should have frightened me. Instead, all I felt was exhaustion. “I need to pack,” I said. “Everything you need is already on the jet.” I stiffened. “You decided that without me.” “I prepared,” Luca corrected. “There is a difference.” I turned fully toward him then. “You talk about necessity as though it excuses everything. As though this is just strategy. But you are asking me to bury my life. My work. You are asking me to become someone else entirely.” His gaze did not waver. “No,” he said. “I am asking you to survive.” “That survival comes at the cost of who I am.” For the first time since I had met him, Luca hesitated. It was brief, almost imperceptible, but it was there. “You believe marriage to me means the end of your calling,” he said slowly. “That you will become a prisoner dressed in silk.” I did not deny it. He exhaled, a quiet sound that carried more weight than a sigh. “Then your brother truly has succeeded in poisoning you.” My spine straightened. “Do not blame him for my fear.” “I am not,” Luca said. “I am blaming him for feeding it.” He stepped closer, closing the space between us without touching me. “Listen to me carefully, Nadia Snow. Marriage to me does not mean you stop being a surgeon. It does not mean you abandon the hands that saved my life.” I searched his face for deception and found none. “There are hospitals in Milan,” he continued. “Excellent ones. Private institutions where discretion is absolute and resources are limitless. You can choose where you wish to work. Or,” he added, his mouth tilting slightly, “if none meet your standards, I will build one.” I stared at him. “You cannot be serious.” “I am deadly serious.” “You would build a hospital for me.” “For you,” he said. “And for the people who will walk through its doors needing you.” The world tilted slightly. “You saved the thing I love most,” Luca went on, his voice lowering. “My life. I will not repay that by destroying yours.” Emotion rose in my throat, sharp and unexpected. “Then why force this marriage?” “Because some wars cannot be avoided,” he said. “But that does not mean the soldiers must hate each other.” The words struck deeper than I expected. “You think we do not have to hate each other,” I said. “I know we do not,” Luca replied. “We are bound by circumstance, yes. But circumstance does not require cruelty. We can choose respect. We can choose coexistence. And perhaps, with time, something stronger.” I looked past him to the dark forest, to the house that had raised me and now felt foreign. “Forty eight hours,” Luca said softly. “They are over. Are you coming with me by choice, or am I taking what resists?” I closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes, I met Luca’s gaze. “I choose the path,” I said. Something like respect crossed his face. Something earned. “Then we go,” he said. “Milan is waiting.” And for the first time that night, the future did not feel like a sentence.
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