It occurred that night, I was squatting on the bed alone, reckoning about my life. Collins was sleeping peacefully with Elena by his side, I imagined. I miss the time when he was laying beside me, when I would wake up staring at his handsome face without him knowing when, I'd stare at him in the middle of the night whenever I woke up to pee.
I was thinking about my life, I was yearning deep inside me for his touch, like a starving man, I hungered for this touch.
I know it may sound outrageous but I wanted him to rub my tummy, I wanna hear the sound of his sweet voice, the thought that Elena will have it all crumbled my heart.
Long hours passed but I was yet to sleep, I felt exhausted as I was thinking about nothing but him.
I hate you! That's what I wanted to scream
I miss him! My hea
