I phoned Ridge. The doctor had gotten in touch with me again and implied that maybe . . . just perhaps . . . His diagnosis was off the mark a tad. Now did I go and tear his f*****g head off? Or Buy him a crate of Jameson? No. I rolled the dice. Didn’t go to hear yet another verdict, decided to act as if I was still under the death sentence. Why? Because I was tired, in every area that weariness can touch. I met Ridge in Garavan’s and completely out of character, she ordered a large vodka, slimline tonic. I went with the Jay. She was dressed in a soft green sweater. You might even stretch and suggest, emerald? White jeans that dazzled in their brightness, but there the shine ended. She looked fatigued. Well, f****d, actually. I said, “You look terrific.” Got the stare. She s

