Bella:
As my lips pressed against Kai’s, I pulled Ryder close to me with my left hand. Kai ravished my mouth, sucking and tugging on my tongue. It was the first time I kissed him, and it felt amazing, better than I had imagined. Ryder and Finn closed in on me from the sides, and I felt Ryder’s hardness against my back, which made me pull away from Kai.
The reality of my mates wanting me hit me all at once, and panic surged through me. I pushed Ryder backward, then left the circle and sat on the bed.
“Did we do something wrong?” Finn asked, and I shook my head.
“I... I just can’t do this because... because I don’t know how to. It has only happened in my dreams, and they’re not long enough to figure out how to.”
Kai crouched in front of me, caressing my thighs gently. “That’s why we’re
