?Just One Last Time?

My Past, My present and My Future

❤️Isabella's pov

"Please George , please don't go, think about Isabella and our unborn child , don't go!!!!!" mom cried, as she held unto Dads sleeves

"Let me go you wretch , you're all worthless to me even that thing in your womb you call our unborn child!!!! " Dad yelled and pushed my mom aside and walked out forever.

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*I remember it like it was yesterday, that day was the same day my mom lost her child and then we lost everything* I thought as I stared at the view of different houses in front of me and put my headphones on , it's been a long time since I came out , what I usually do is go to school then go straight home and that was the only time I went out .

I don't like introducing myself but I will do it anyways .... I'm Isabella Anderson and as you all know I'm 16... Basically I live with my mom and mehn I love that lady , even after my dad left , she was still doing her very best to take care of me and made sure I went to school and now I'm in my final year of highschool ...

"Isa!! isa!! " i heard someone call but it wasn't really clear because of the music I was listening to , so I continued walking . Later on I felt someone tap me so I turned to see Kira my best friend panting heavily

"Mehn, you're really fast when walking " she said

"Kira why are you here ? " I asked with a blunt expression

"duh!! I just decided to call out to my friend , you ask the dumbest questions then again you were spacing out, I told you to forget about Tyler, he's just a confused bastard , who will always go for his ex" she replied and she's at it again like seriously ,

"I wasn't thinking of Tyler, fool" I mumbled to myself not looking at her, at least she didn't hear me, oh have I mentioned that I have had three break ups , the first two really broke my heart but Tyler's didn't really affect me cuz I'm used to it , though it still hurts.

"The funny thing is that after you guys broke up his ex rejected him" she said again

"Hmm.. Yh" I said not paying attention to what she kept saying

"So bestie , who's your next target" she asked again , this made me pause on my tracks I just had to hear this of all the things she said

"I told you, I'm done with relationships, it's boring . we are only deceiving ourselves with the word 'love' , we don't even know the real meaning of it and do you know why?" I said looking at the sky as the sun began to rise

"Why?" Kira asked

"Because love is not real, it's only an addition that our brain develops , so its more or less an obsession , infatuation , lust and I guess passion etc." I said again

"But you said you were done with relationships last time,then boom you fell for Tyler" kira said and yh she was right but falling for Tyler was just a mistake I made.

"Oh just shut it , I have gone a whole year without falling for someone or having a bf, there's no hope for me ,cuz my definition of a love story is not real, it's all fake"I replied I have change the topic before she tries to change my mind

"Look girl love you , I hate seeing you like this , you know you can't be alone" Kira said

"Let's go I'm hungry" I said completely ignoring what she said

"Alright let's just forget about what I said even though you completely ignored me "kira said rolling her eyes

"To Hearts&lucky it is" I beamed.

*few hours later*...

We arrived at the restaurant , I opened the door with hast and frozed at the sight of someone i didn't want to see , so I dragged kira out and ran away .