I was smiling while looking at the ceiling of my room, actually, since we left the mall, this smile has not disappeared from my lips.
Maybe if someone were to see me now, they would think I was losing my mind. I really can't control my emotions, especially every time I remember what happened earlier, when we met, I want to scream in excitement.
I used to only see him on social media, but earlier at the mall we were very close to each other! Even if it was only a few minutes, I couldn't get her perfect face out of my mind. He's so handsome!
I stopped thinking when the door of my room opened. Liana came in and went straight to my bed. "Gale, your mummie and daddie are calling you downstairs."
I looked at my wall clock. "They're already there? Seriously, it's already night? Time flies."
I've been staring at my ceiling for hours. And I've been thinking about Titus for a few hours, but I don't fell bored.
She nodded. "Aunt Gabbie asked me where we went and what we did earlier."
She is referring to mummy. Like I said, they are like family to us, so she calls mummie, aunt.
"What did Nanay Lourdes say to you?" Then I call her mom mom.
"Mama wasn't mad because I went with you, but she still scolded me because we didn't tell her where we were going. She was looking for us earlier, luckily it came to her mind that the two of us were together."
Because Liana doesn't leave the house without me.
Suddenly I remembered what I wanted to share with her. "Liana..." I called her name.
I had no intention of telling her what happened earlier but I feel like I will go crazy if I don't tell her the reason why I feel so happy right now.
She looked at me. "Why Gale? Is there a problem?"
I took out my photo album that contains random pictures that I took myself since I was a child.
From the photo album I took that picture which is one of the best I got and showed it to Liana.
She was still surprised at first but that quickly changed to her teasing smile. "Titus?" she assured. "He's so handsome in this picture. His smile is so genuine, that type of smile that makes you smile too. Smile that will make your day," she commented.
I can't stop smiling. That's what comes to my mind when I look at this picture of him.
I still remember that day, he and his friends were laughing and then I took a picture of them. I'm just hiding and taking pictures quickly because someone might see me, because almost all the girls in our school have a crush on him and if they see me, they'll bully me.
It wasn't until then that I looked at the pictures I took, seriously, I fell in love with him even more.
"Did you meet earlier? Really? Didn't you?" Liana happily asked me. She has known for a long time that I like, dream and love Titus. I bit my lip to stop the thrill I was feeling. "You're blushing Gale, that means it's true!"
I smiled and nodded. "Yes, we also talked earlier."
"It's a shame. I should have just held back my urine earlier so I could have seen what happened."
"That's a good thing because you didn't see how I got busted earlier.." I said softly but she heard it.
"Busted? Why did you admit to him that you like him?" Her eyes widened.
I gasped. "Not really. I asked why he was there, and who he was going to give those heels to."
I'm sure those heels he bought are not for him. I will really hit my head when that happens.
"Eh, who did he buy it for?"
"Hmmm..." I can't seem to say it, my heart is hurting again. "For his g-girlfriend."
Suddenly she remembered something. "I remembered, he already has a girlfriend."
"How long have you known?" I asked in shock.
She nodded shyly. "Yes, they are always in my newsfeed. You know that your crush is famous all over the country. That's why many people cried when he got a girlfriend."
It's like I'm one of them.
"Why didn't you tell me right away?" I still pouted.
"Because it's not allowed for you to be stressed during those times. That's why I didn't tell you."
I suddenly remembered what happened a few months ago. I used to take a break from social media, even using a cellphone or tablet was not allowed.
That was the time when I got sick, so after my operation, mummy was very strict when it came to my health.
"It's been a few months," I said realizing everything.
"But many say that their relationship has been going on for years, they just didn't admit it right away." Liana said.
I was suddenly curious about what his girlfriend looked like. But I am really sure she is very beautiful and kind.
Hays, it seems like I'm hurting myself even more with what I'm thinking.
"Gale, your mummy and daddy have been waiting for you downstairs for a while."
Liana and I stopped talking when we heard her mother voice. "Your mom," I signaled here not to make noise about what we talked about.
He nodded and zipped his mouth.
"I ordered you to call Gale, didn't I? Why are you two talking here?" Nanay Lourdes asked while placing her hand on her waist.
"Gale just told me something, ma," Liana excused herself.
"About what? Maybe you have another plan to leave again without letting us know."
"It's not Nanay Lourdes, it was just sudden when we left earlier." I still smile.
"No matter what the reason is, learn to tell us if you're leaving. Especially you Gale, your mummie was very worried when she found out you left earlier."
"I'm sorry, nanay. I promise we'll tell you next time if we leave, but I hope there won't be any bodyguards with us. Even if it's just the two of us and Liana, can we go?"
I just hope she agrees to my request.
"I'm not the one to decide about that. Just think about it, it's for you too. Your mummie and daddie love you very much, Gale."
I feel ashamed because of what Liana and I did earlier.
"I know that, I'm really sorry," I apologized.
Nanay Lourdes nodded. "Come on down, your parents were waiting for you in the dining area."
"Alright nanay," I answered bowing down.
She turned to Liana. "You help me, we'll do something downstairs."
"Aren't you two going to eat with us?" I asked them.
"The two of us will follow, Gale. We'll just finish our laundry that Liana left earlier."
I looked at Liana laughing. It's like I'm still to blame for why he didn't finish their laundry because I dragged him earlier.
The three of us went down together. Nanay Lourdes and Liana went straight to the laundry area. Then I walked towards the dining room where mummy and daddy were waiting for me.
When I got close to them I gave them a kiss on the cheeks before I sat down.
"Manang Lourdes said that you left earlier? Is that true?" mummie asked me in a worried voice. Even daddy who was reading the papers he was holding stopped and looked at my place.
I'm not surprised that they already knew about us going to the mall earlier. Liana already mentioned it to me.
I'm also sure that while we were just on our way to the mall earlier, those bodyguards reported that we left.
"Do you want to say something, darling?" Dad is waiting for what I have to say.
I drink water first. "I missed going out, dad. That's why I went to the mall earlier. Liana was with me as well as those bodyguards."
"Why didn't you tell us? Or why didn't you tell manang?" Mummy asked.
"We were just at the mall for a while. Liana and I just bought something and then we went home right away." I was just looking at my food.
"Why didn't you say you were going to the mall? We even found out from your bodyguards that you had left."
"Maybe because you won't allow me..." I answered in a whisper voice, because I'm ashamed.
I heard mummy take a breath. "Darling, we're not stopping you, you can do whatever you want. We just want you to tell us what you're going to do and where you're going, because your daddy and I are worried about you a lot. "
I looked at him as if to say not to worry. "Mom, don't worry, okay? I'm safe, I'm good. Look at me, sitting pretty in front of you." I smiled widely.
Mummie gave me a serious look but the worry in her eyes was still obvious. "Honey, we don't want to loose you again. You are our only child. What happened before... I don't want that to happen again."
I felt guilty, it seems that I really worried them too much.
"That won't happen again. I'm totally fine, good and better, mom. And that's because of your and dad's care and love for me, you didn't give up on me."
"That's because your mummy and I love you very much. You are the most important thing to us," replied daddy.
"I understand that you haven't been able to go out and do the things you want for a few months because of what happened to you. That's why I thought we should go on an out of the country vacation as a family. Which country do you want to go to, Gale?" mummy asked me.
I suddenly felt excited at what I heard. So I thought which country would be nice to go to? Could it be Europe? Or just here in Asia?
"I'm out of town that day, but I can cancel it for our trip," dad answered quickly after sipping his coffee.
"Out of town? Hasn't the business proposal of the Razons been settled with the company yet?"
"Do you know Lethal Corporation? They offer the company a great big deal. So, I'm still thinking about it."
"But the Razons have been persuading you for a long time, why don't you try?"
I was just listening to them while eating. I have no idea what they are talking about about the company but something caught my attention.
"You're right. They also promised to help us build the resort and hotel I'm planning in Dubai. He also mentioned that he has many acquaintances there who can be potential investors of the company."
"Then why don't you give in?"
"I just want to be sure of everything. I want to make sure that everything is in the right place."
"The Razons' offer is good. They have been persuading for a long time to agree to partner with their company, so I can see that they are really determined."
"You're right, their company is really determined to invest in us. He even offered me to marry his youngest son to our daughter Gale. But of course I didn't agree to that."
I was already enjoying what I was eating, but suddenly I coughed because of what I heard.
Mommy handed me water. "Are you okay? Just eat slowly, son." He even stood up to rub my back but I ignored it.
What I heard is more important to me, but is what I heard really true? Titus' last name is Razon. Daddy is referring to his family company. He is also the youngest child, so, that means...
Oh my god, Titus' parents want me to marry their daughter? Get married as in, wedding, husband and wife to be, right?
My chest is beating so hard now. I want to scream with joy and excitement but I have to hold back because I'm here with mummie and daddie right now.
Also, I still want to get married, but I'm not sure if it will actually work out. My parents still do not approve. Should I force them to agree?
"Gale? Are you alright?"
I stopped in my thoughts when mummy held me by the hand, the worry on her face was obvious.
"Of course! W-why?" I still stutter.
She looked at me like she was curious. "Because you're blushing."
I immediately touched my cheek. "B-blushing? It's not. I was just surprised by what dad said."
Daddie looked at me in wonder. "Why? Do you know the heir of the Razons, darling?"
His question made me swallow. It looks like he is interested in my answer. "S-who? Is it Titus? No, dad, I don't know him," I lied even though the truth was that I was like a detective when I was getting information about him.
"You don't know him but you know his name." It's like daddy's voice is still teasing by what he said.
Am I being too obvious? Maybe, slightly.
I suddenly thought of what daddy said. "W-why..." I don't know what to say.
Dad laughed. "Don't worry, darling. I have no intention of marrying you to a man you don't like. Especially to a man you have never met. Your happiness is the most important thing to us, nothing else."
Why do I feel sad all of a sudden?
"You're dad is right. Whoever you will love when the day comes, we will support you. As long as you are happy and that man will love you more than we love you."
But how is that? That man I love so much, he doesn't like me, he doesn't even know me and then he even busted me the first time we met.
I thought daddy and mummie were going to talk about something else, but I was wrong. I didn't expect what he said next.
"But to be honest, I like that boy too. Just from Mr. Razon's stories about his son, I'm quite impressed." Dad was nodding his head while saying that.
I feel like a proud girlfriend now because of what daddy says, but I'm just imagining it because I'm not really his girlfriend.
The truth is, I want to smile now because of what I'm hearing, but I have to hold back because they might ask more questions.
"I wouldn't be surprised. I've also heard a lot of good things about their family. Just like us, the Razons are also known when it comes to the business world," mummie agreed.
Even me, I want to agree with what they say, because everything they say is really true, not because I like Titus or what. But that's really the truth, no lies.
"I also found out that you were school mates in high school. Didn't you see him before?" This is dad again with his new question.
Does he really want to see in person how to thrill his daughter?
I swallowed what I was eating first. "I-I see him dad.... He's famous in our school, that's why I know his name."
He nodded. "I wouldn't be surprised. Just by the boy's posture, you can tell right away. To be honest, many of my business partners want to marry their daughters to the heir of the Razons."
Your daughter is already one of them, dad.
"But they want to marry their son to our daughter?"
It's just that, I'm luckier in that part. I feel like my hair is too long in that part. I'm just thinking that Titus' parents approved me right away, I'm so happy. It's just that Titus doesn't know me.
"Yes, he wants our family to have a connection with them not only in the business but also in the family."
I couldn't stop my smile, just secretly. Because I was bending down while eating. So many scenarios are coming to my mind right now.
"How about you, son? What can you say about that young man?"
Until an idea came to my mind because of daddy's question.
I held his hand and looked him seriously in the eyes.
I know this is being selfish of me to do, but what can I do? This is the only way I can think of to get what I've been wanting for so long.
First I took a deep breath and then faced him with a smile.
"Dad, I want to marry him."