***Con*** All the fight and flight I was feeling left me; I simply felt I had nothing left, no fight, nothing. I have been in flight mode ever since Trevor's guys came into the diner. I have been putting on a front, trying to stay strong in front of Nix, but at night I lie in my bed and silently cry, using the pillow to muffle my sobs, When Rock came with the papers showing the name change for Nix, a small amount of relief washed over me, knowing for right now but i know it would only cover for a little while, and when Monica pulled me to the back saying that Rampage memebers were spotted not to far from the Diner I was ready to make a break for it, I knew Nix was with Drinks i would have grabbed him and left, Everything in me screamed to run i needed to hide We couldnt stay here, Now

