***Con*** I wont lie and say that im not nervous or that I want to load up and make a run for it, When Rock said he was heading out to meet Trevor and makesure he understands the rules, My stomach dropped I was so worried about him being so close to Nix and I, But like i told Rock I know i have to face hiim at some point and i need to stop running and hiding from him, Sure me leaving is the first time i have phsyically ran from him but i have been running from myself for years and hiding with in myself, and I know that has to stop, This is the longest I have gone without a bruise or broken bone, since before I met Trevor, Nix is doing so much better here; he has made friends here, and I see a light in him that I never did before. And it is all thanks to Rock and these men here, They h

