All that you deserve

A new start

Katlyn

Today is the day I am picking up my entire life and moving half across the country,and as I wave my final goodbye to my brother I felt fear seize my lungs and my stomach burn with irrational thoughts of failure, my legs falters for a second and hang to the nearest metal bar to keep from fall. Am falling… I can’t do this, why did I think I could do this? My dad was right? I can’t survive in my home…. I can’t do this… I told myself over and over as hysterics threatens to suck the life out of me. I made mention to turn around formulating a plan in my head to beg my family to take me back and to do anything necessary to earn my place once again,a place I never had in the first place, when my phone pings looking done I saw a text from Kev,

“I am so proud of you..you deserve more!! More than they could offer more than I can  offer… Go live your dream baby sis I love you… Doctor.Mccloud!” <3 <3 

As if he knew I needed it, he probably did, I smiled and looked up to see him smiling at me. I placed one foot in front of the other head, held my high shoulder back and marched into the unknown determined to get all that I deserved