I lean against the elevator wall with my head facing up. I close my eyes and give out a tired sigh. Kai's face pops into my head for the hundredth time today. Remembering his sullen face makes my heart break all over again. I missed him. His mischievous smile, his glinting eyes, his sarcastic tone, all of it. I missed it so much. I can't accept the fact that I will never see those things again, at least not when he is in front of him. It will never be the same. The only person who made me feel worth someone isn't going to be the same around me. It hurts to digest, but that's the reality. And we can't ever change that. The doors open and I step into the penthouse. I yawn and feel like going to sleep. The overthinking has taken a toll on me. Although, I do have dinner to make. I place my

