I take huge breaths to control my cries. I open my eyes and notice my hands clutching the thin fabric of Kai’s t shirt. The stain from my tears is clearly visible on the white color. His hands are tightly wrapped around me and his right one is continuously caressing my head to calm me.
I feel his breathing on the top of my hair. I finally digest the fact that I finally spilled it. There won’t be any lying, any hiding now. Though, I should be terrified at the truth being revealed but I’m on the other hand relieved.
Maybe it was just inevitable. Or maybe after all that has happened with Matthew, mom, dad this was the moment it got triggered and I couldn’t hold it in anymore.
I did it. I did it and there’s no going back. I don’t want to go back. The warmth of Kai’s arms give me enough co
