The Kissing Booth A New Chapter

I CAN'T TAKE THIS

EPOV 

I was sitting in the cafe drinking some hot chocolate since it is getting colder here and sitting out in the quad is not a good idea.  Last night I had Noah, yelling I was killing him and later found out that unfortunately, I had given Noah the dreaded blue balls although it was an accident.  I was in the apartment alone since I had finished for the day and I didn't have practice till that afternoon.  So, I had decided to try on the costume I was going to wear for class and the competition, and since they had arrived, I figured why not.  I had called Charlette the girl across the hall to come over since the costume came with a corset and I needed help tying it up.  She was a great help and left after I had tried on the dress and took pictures wearing the wig to send to June.  I had just finished taking off the dress and putting it away and was walking across the apartment with nothing but the corset, and bloomers (now I am talking old-fashioned bloomers, not those things cheerleaders wear) plus the stockings and boots.  I kept glancing down at my boobs and giggling "man, I may barely be able to breathe, but this thing sure does wonders for my breasts."  I was looking down on the ground for the hook that came with the boots to help unlace them so I could take them off when Noah walked in, and I didn't realize it.  I was having a hard time trying to bend down to find the damn hook, so I stood up staring down at my boobs "f**k this s**t I can't f*****g breath," and when I unhooked the first hook, I hear someone suck in their breaths and turn and look at Noah.  He walks towards me, placing his hands on my waist "Damn Shelly, you look hot but babe, please go to your room before anyone else see's you."  I giggle and tiptoe up, "What's wrong, Noah, don't like what you see?"  "Nope, the problem is that I like what I see.  I have never seen y...yo...you're...assets thrust so far on display before."  I look down and throw my shoulders back "So, I guess you're glad that this is mine and not some rental?"  "Oh, yes."  Next thing I know he has me pulled flush against his body and is kissing me hard, and long I glide my hands across his back and down to his ass and squeeze.

Enjoying his lips and tongue, battling for dominance.  As he kisses down my neck, he makes his way to my breasts and as he reaches in to pull one out the second hook on the corset comes undone spilling my breasts for his and my pleasure.  I close my eyes and revel at the ministrations his mouth is doing to my perky breasts.  I jump up and wrap my legs around his waist and start to grind against him.  "f**k, Shells I  need you...I need to taste you, feel you, and smell you."  As he is leading me to my bedroom, I come out of my trance and jump down running into my room.  I can hear Noah in the living room, "f**k damn it, Shelly." 

I take a deep breath and step out to see he is gone.  s**t, I want him, and now.  Unfortunately, I couldn't find him, and that is why now I am sitting in this cafe trying to figure out if I am ready to forgive him completely and exactly how I want to take that next step with him.  I guess I was staring off in space when I hear "excuse me, do you mind if we join you?"  I look up, and I see this short cute Asian girl with long black hair that almost reaches her butt and a very handsome young man several inches taller than her with dirty blond hair and he smirks at me.  I couldn't help but laugh at that smirk because it reminds me so much of Noah's.  "Yeah, sure sorry about that I was lost in my little world,  I'm Elle Evans."  "No problem I am Lara Jean Swan Covey, and this is my boyfriend, Peter Kavinsky."  "Nice to meet you two."

"So, if you don't mind me asking why were you so deep in thought.  You looked almost sad, and  it broke my heart."  I hear Peter, "Lara Jean, stop she might not want to talk about what is wrong.  Please excuse her since we got together officially she is bound and determined to make everyone happy."  I look at her and take a deep breath "See, I fell in love with my best friend's brother I should tell you that my best friend Lee and I were born on the same day at the same time and we call each other twin since our moms were best friends and raised us as twins."  "Really, wow, that is so cool.  So, does Lee have a problem with you and his brother."  "Well at first he did, and he was eventually able to come to terms with it.  The problem happened at Christmas break, and he broke up with me before he left even though he had acted and treated me like he still loved me.  Then ended up only a week after he returned here he started dating another girl.  I did start dating someone else eventually and once I graduated and was excepted here on a full soccer scholarship that asshat turned out to be a controlling jerk and we broke up.  This is where it gets complicated my ex, and I are back together, but I am having a hard time fully trusting him."  She stares at me, "So, why did you take him back. I mean the guy was a jerk dumping you for someone else after treating you like he loved you."  "Lara Jean stop."  "No, it's ok Peter he claims to have been blackmailed.  Well, it turns out it was true the girl who was blackmailing him her roommate found evidence and turned it into the dean and that girl was expelled."  

 "Oh, my God my current roommate told me about this, and she has been trying to find you to let you know it was all true and that he was miserable the whole time he was with her.  That is why no one here could understand why he was with that girl supposedly he became a different person."  I look at her "you act like making my relationship work is important."  Peter looks at me "Well, you see we were like star-crossed lovers like you and your guy what is his name, by the way, Elle."  "Oh, sorry, Noah Flynn."  "Oh, s**t, he is on my team.  Even though I usually play lacrosse I wanted to come here, so I tried out for the football team and was able to get a partial scholarship to help with my academic scholarship unlike my smartly pants girlfriend here who has a full ride based on her grades.  The guys on the team talk about how much Flynn has changed.  That after he got with that other girl, everyone on the team hated it when the coach left him in charge because he took out his misery on the team. I can attest to the fact he was a pain when you were dating Lewis he hated seeing you two together.  Every time he saw you guys together, he would walk to the gym and take out his anger on a punching bag.  Lately, though he is just tough not a complete ass when he is left in charge at practice, I am assuming it is because you two are back together.  They talk about how much they all hated that girl and her friends that thought it was funny for her blackmailing Flynn."   

"Well, as Peter was saying, we barely spoke to each other in school since we ran in different circles.  I had a habit of writing love letters to guys I crushed on that I didn't believe could like me back or I could have to help give me closure.  The letters were never meant ever to be read by the boys they were written about they were for my eyes only.  One was to this knucklehead here; one was to a Kenny I met at camp, one was to Lucas James who became one of my best friends, John Ambrose Mclaren and one was to the guy next door Josh Sanderson.  Well  at the time I thought it was unfortunate my sister decided to send them off since she felt that Peter liked me and figured if she sent all five off if Peter didn't like me I still had four other boys that might."  I started laughing, "sounds like your sister is a little devil just like my baby brother Bradley. I can see him doing that if I had written letters."  Peter snorted and continued "Well, we decided to fake date so I could get back at my ex-Gen since she dumped me just to date this college guy but didn't want me to date anyone else and LJ did it so she could make sure Josh didn't think she loved him because he was also her older sister's ex."  "Damn talk about drama."  "Yep, but even though Peter had our ups and downs mainly because of Gen deliberately sabotaging our relationship I gave him another chance and we couldn't be happier.  I guess what we are trying to say if you didn't let your best friend his brother keep you two apart why are you letting some stupid girl you don't know to keep you apart."  I look at her and grin, "you know what your right, and I like you two; let's exchange numbers."  I hand Lara Jean my phone, and she hands me hers after putting our numbers in each other's phones Lara Jean excuses herself and leaves Peter and me alone.  He looks at me, "So, maybe sometime we could get together."  I smile at him and say that "sounds like fun..."  I hear next to me, "really Elle, I thought you were with Noah."  I look up and see Lewis and groan "not that it is any of your business...no waits it is none of your business, go away, Lewis."  "I wonder what Flynn would say about this little date."  Peter and I look at each other, and I start laughing, "this is so not a date."  "I am too glad to hear that Shelly baby what is going on though."  "Oh, hey Noah sweetie this is Peter Kavinski, and he and his girlfriend Lara Jean joined me, and we have been talking turns out Lara Jean is the new roommate of the roommate of that girl that was blackmailing you last semester.  They were telling me about what they heard about our situation and how you behaved."  I giggled and pushed my shoulder against his."  "Oh, that is nice, so do I get any brownie points."  I giggle, "maybe especially if you agree to the double date that Peter just invited us on sometime in the future since Lara Jean and I hit it off."  Noah looks at me, "you do know, I know Kavinsky right."  "Yep, I do that is why I didn't think you would mind if I agreed."  He looks at Peter, "So, how about tonight at five."  "Sure Flynn sounds like a plan."  I look at Noah "uh, Noah babe I can't I won't be available until 7:30."  "Why is that?"  I smack him upside the head "duh practice hello I can't miss CAPTAIN."  "Oh, yeah, my bad.  ok how about 8:30 so she has time to shower and change after she drives the Women's Soccer team into the ground."  "Well depends on Lara Jean."  "What depends on me, Peter?"  "A double date with Flynn and Elle."  "Yep, let's do this."  I grin across the table when I hear, "EVANS, THERE YOU ARE!"  I look up, and John walks up to our table "hey practice is canceled the fraternity assholes decided to play strip football on our field again and broke off two of the sprinkler heads, and the field is flooded and since they are using the football field for something we have nowhere to practice."  "Ok, John let me know what is going on when things get straightened out."  I pull out my phone and pull up the group chat.  "Shelly baby what are you doing it is rude to text at the table."  I glare at him "texting my team to let them know no practice unless you rather I go outside and call each one of them."  "Sorry, forgot captain mode."  As I text my girls, I hear him say, "you think I a mean as a captain you should see my Shelly.  See she may be cool with her team, but you mess with her when she is working she will put you in your place even me."  We had decided to meet up in an hour, so we all took off to our places to shower and change.  I think just maybe tonight I just might...