JULY 26
NAPAPADALAS NA ang pagyoyosi ko. Na naman. Dalawang taon na akong malinis pero hinanap ko ulit. For two years straight, my only vice was drinking, and Helen. After that, it was drinking, smoking, Helen, and Kaye. Hinahanap-hanap ko silang lahat. At wala akong magawa kung ayaw nila sa akin. Kapag ayaw na ng babae sa akin, ayaw na talaga. Hindi ba nila alam kung gaano kabigat ang naiwan nilang kapiraso ng sarili nila sa akin? Every time I walk in their wake trying to guess what happened, I die in their trail. My brain’s gushing with blood. My heart felt like an anchor. My soul feeds with darkness and loneliness. I am a pathetic fool.
Walang pasok. Niyaya ko si Domeng na mag-inom. Cielo was not available and Domeng was such a very good friend he brought me to a bar and ordered me d
