JULY 12
HI. Did you ever feel a lump in your throat so strong that you wish you could control yourself from crying, but you can’t, and you let it, hoping no one would see you crying?
I wish I could do that. There’s this feeling I hate. You love a person, may it be romantically or not, still you’d honor and care for them. So it began. They became familiar and friendly. But for some reason, they’ll slip away and you’d feel like slipping away yourself. They didn’t die, and you would wish they did, because at least you know you won’t be able to see them across narrow streets and gaps between people, but those people who left you for a reason or reasons, you will be stuck with them under the same blazing star. Do you understand what I’m saying? I wish that they could just completely disappear
