ISABELLA I didn’t sleep last night. Not even for a second. The sheets were cool on Christian’s side of the bed, a reminder that he never came back. That when he left for the shower, he didn’t return. I spent the night staring at the ceiling, my body aching—not just from my injuries, but from the absence of him. I had been so close to falling asleep in his arms, so close to feeling like we were something again. But then he had pulled away, his self-control outweighing whatever we had ignited between us. I didn’t regret it. I didn’t regret the way I had leaned in, the way he had kissed me like he needed me as much as I needed him. But I was starting to think that he did. Because Christian hadn’t come back. And now, as the morning sun filtered into the room, its golden light spilli

